if only people were not shallow anymore. if only people fell in love with personalities instead of appearances again.
okay i took part in this essay writing competition( not willingly and with a lot of stress). you're supposed to write a 500-1000 word essay on any one of the six given items: a gold necklace, a teakwood vanity box, a silver opium pipe, some puppet stage which has a 1000 lightbulbs! definitely not the place for couples to go to. some insignificant item which i can't remember and finally, the one which i chose to write about, the Tutu Kueh cart.
i can tell you, compared to sarah's essay, MINE IS RUBBISH! just like this frigging blog. i feel so damn inferior now. after loads of people telling me that sarah's essay is better. her vocab is really WOAH~ with words like enervate, languidly, swaddled. words which i can't even use though i read them before!
somehow... i feel that it doesn't qualify for the competition... must be some low-self-esteem bug. i'm so pathetic... I can't even fish for compliments. fishes are scared away... okay that can be like a seriously cold joke.
ok. i feel better now. i pity you guys who read this post. have to bear with my ramblings...
Friday, July 25, 2008
Everybody has problems. solutions aren't the most important, everything will work out eventually. what people need are friends. friends whom they can count on to listen to them, to get them through that period of time. things will work themselves out eventually, point is , what are you going to learn from those problems. are you going to be the same as ever, or will your bond with those who helped you grow stronger?
where will people be if not for friends?
i'm guessing we'll all be grumpy miserable people.
sometimes, all we need are friends who will bear with our ramblings for 3 hours. not an in-your-face solution thrown to you by a random person
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
1)How are you feeling today? Say it again- Marie Digby
How are you feeling today?
2)Will you get far in life? Yesterday’s feelings – the used.
I’m guessing I’ll be forever backward?
3)how do your friends see you? Somebody needs you- westlife
Does that mean I’ll get attached soon?
4)Will you get married? Many the miles- Sara Bareilles
What does this have to do with the question!?
5)What is your best friend’s theme song? Hey Juliet- LMNT
LOL! Christine is straight… unless she’s a closet lesbian!
6)What is the Story of your life? Addicted to me –the click five
I’m addictive!
7)What was high school like? Lady marmelade- Christina aguilara, lil’ kim, mya, pink
This, is a prostitution song…
8)how can you get ahead of life? The gift- angels and airwaves
By showering people with presents?
9)what is the best thing about your friend? Chemicals react- Aly and AJ
BOOM!
10)what is in store for this weekend? I found a way- drake bell
I’ll find a way! But to where?
11)to describe your grandparents? Jumping rooftops - angels and airwaves
One word, WOW!
12)how is your life going? With me- sum 41
My life is going with me but I AM my life! Argh.. the confusion is killing me!
13)what song will be played at your funeral? Walking disaster- sum 41
I am SO NOT a walking disaster! I’m a floating one.
14)how does the world see you? Innocence-avril lavigne
Thankyou world!
15) will you have a happy life? Keep your hands off my girl- good charlotte
Ermm… what?
16)what do your friends think of you? Always be my baby- david cook
Should I feel honoured or what?
17)do people secretly lust after you? Some say- sum 41
Some say… yes? No?
18)how can I make myself happy? One of those girls- avril lavigne
Should I or should I not be one of those girls?
19)what should you do with your life? I’m a fake- the used
That’s… saddening…
20)will you ever have children? Truly madly deeply – cascada
I think yes
21)what song will you strip to? Wait for you- elliot yamin
Wow how am I gonna do it? seriously
22)if a man in a van offered you candy, what will you do? In too deep – sum 41
I’ll fall into his trap?
23)what does your mother think of you? Last days of summer- silverstein
She thinks I’m the last day of summer… that’s nice to hear.. NOT
24)what is your deep dark secret? The reason- hoobastank
A reason to!? Love somebody?
25)what is your mortal enemy’s song? Crushcrushcrush – Paramore
WHOO~ crush em’!
26)what is your personality like? Tears don’t fall- bullet for my valentine
I’m strong :D
27)what song will be played at your wedding? She will be loved- maroon 5
LOL… what about the groom!? And I’m not some lonely girl on a street corner okay!
quiz taken from christine's blog. suoer funny can. go read her answers sometimes
link: www.cameo-roles.blogspot.com
why on earth is my internet so crappy nowadays!? it's causing my brain to shut down. lack of any internet activity is harmful for my head. i'll start falling asleep in front of the computer
Everything is against me today lah.. my phone the internet my brain my hands...
blah.. see even i am against me! must be my lethargy. why isn't there a face to show "DYING" ? they should have one you know.. x.x just doesn't manage to convey the message.
unless its... x.x --o
yah i know its rbbish... but SOMEHOW to me... it shows more dying then x.X and the fucking webpage refuses to load! argh.. i bet this post won't be able to get through if i decide to publish it now.. however, to save my dying brain, i shall just copy and paste it somewhere for safe keeping. just in case i need to retype it all over again.. you'll probably have to wait till next month if you want to see my next post.
I won't say bye today... not in the mood to scream at you guys that my post is over too.. so... tolong tolong lah.. just go back to what you were doing before, be it digging your nose, watching porn, COPYING YOUR BOOK REVIEW ONLINE etc etc.. okays? good, class dismissed.
* this post was like i duno how many days late cos of my FREAKING INTERNET! blame starhub, not me
Sunday, July 13, 2008
TECHNOLOGY IS IMPORTANT! i was supposed to go far east to trim hair with christine. i rushed out of the house to cab down there, and i forgot to bring my phone out. so when i reached serangoon station, i saw no sign of christine and waited there for her thinking that she was late. In the end, i waited till around 1.45 and still no sign of her, thinking that she got fed up for waiting for me, she went home and i cabbed home to get my phone to see if she called or anything. there were 5 missed calls from chris. i called her back and found out she was ON platform while i was OUTSIDE the platform. we met up at orchard in the end AFTER getting MY PHONE.
went to eat at coffee club in takashimaya* . the smoked salmon linguini is to die for! then cos the service was so good, chris and i decided to fill in the form thingy.. to give them comments. In front, there was a message to the cashier and waiter who's names i shall not reveal must be the way i said it or something cos they had a weird expression on their faces. i said : excuse me? erm... there's a message for you" then he gave me this weird expression and his friend patted him. christine said they must be thinking i'm telling him i like him or smth. LOL that's the most hilarious and embarrassing thing i came across in my entire life.
I'M LOYAL TO MY CRUSH!
"cheh...useless sister, it's no fun being loyal.."
*tries my best to ignore that remark* and... i will neverever dare to give someone a note proclaiming my love for them... except maybe if it was anonymous. but even then... I'M SHY OKAY! if i wasn't, i'll probably be hiding in a hole due to all the rejections i've received.
" you'll be hiding in a hole no matter what after i torture you! *smirks*" "I've had it! you shut up this instant or else!!!!" "or else what!? huh" "forget it... i'm just wasting time..."
once again, this post was delayed... i was typing halfway when the connection got lost. stupidly thinking that i lost everything, i happily shut down my com and went to sleep. it wasn't until the other day where i came across this abandoned post together with the 'blind' one. hai... and it's my responsibility to end what i've started. okay.. i sound so heroic -.- anyways! its late now... so yah.. you know what to do. SCRAM! actually, goodnite to you people and byebye!
Friday, July 11, 2008
I just realised something!
i end my posts in the random-est ways ever!
like ytd's post, i just ended with a I love string orchestra. which isn't even related to my entire post at all.
i dind't even talk about string ytd.. although i wanted to but i wanna keep what happened there a secret :D
okay moving on to not so random things. going out with christine later. she needs to trim her bob :D and i need to buy new school shoes. why? you ask.
because i currently have a pair or shoes that has a detached front sole! thats why. and it was raining the other day too :/ neopets keeps fucking up on me. the page doesn't load! and yes, i do play neopets, for like maybe a month then i stop.... for a year. and i pick up the game again.
i have no idea what to wear out today... its so terrible.. having to decide what to wear. and i don't get it. why does neopets and other website keep advertising snorg tees? i'm sure you've seen it. the one with this blonde girl wearing a shirt with a common quote or smth theres this one right now flashing in my face with a picture of 2 bunnies, one with its ass bitten off and the other with its ears bitten off. and one says: my butt hurts. the other says: what? is it stupid or what. personal preference maybe, but i think it's dumb. FYI: all the quotes, messages are situated on the boob...I suppose its to attract attention and make guys notice your boob while reading what's on your shirt?
LOL. okay that was lame. anyway, i better go bathe or smth, if not christine will probably be stuck waiting at the mrt station for god knows how long. Although knowing her... i might be the one waiting instead :D tatas!
this post is to talk about my newest addiction :D
(1) Jay Chou's 麦芽糖. (2) HIM , HIM and HIM. (3) plants & flowers ( MY BABIES). (4) o2mania.
(1) is catchy and sweet( in more ways then one);
(2) is... indescribable;
(3)is my new obsession;
(4)is my funnest game;
i just realised i put a song before my crush :D kinda amazing..
http://www.museum-of-twits.blogspot.com
after going to this blog, i'm afraid of posting anything stupid on here lor.. they can contradict anything and everything under the sun. scary but its super funny! sekali they come across my blog or smth and start saying all sorts of stuff about the rubbish i post. well... at least i don't twit. although i do have lahs, lehs, hors, and whatnot. it's a habit okay! and i don't go kekezxs! behind every single sentence i type* rolls eyes* those people seriously have nothing better to do then type all those extra letters.
3 letters take approx 1 sec. for every word there is at least 3 extras. in a sentence there are on avg 10 words. so that means 10 seconds are lost. that probably means you can waste up to 10 minutes in a single conversation typing all those extras.
can do one maths question you know. not that i care. i love string orchestra :D
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
its official! yours truly is a mother!!
of 16 baby doll seedlings and one grass like plant! whoo~
haha who knew being a mother could be so xing fu! LOL.
michelle and lixuan both say that it definitely won't grow ): how can they say that! sadded leh... i stay with my grandma for so long, should at least be able to let it become a seedling right!
had to repot my grass* felt so pro just now lah. sekali i dig until the roots or smth then the plant die x.X
* it's a plant lah, but since its leaves and and branches anyhow grow, and its those kind of fern-like thing... michelle and lixuan have resorted to calling it grass.
haha maybe i shall give my grandma one pot of flower.. if it does bloom. shall water it every night and evening then when and if it bloom, i shall move it to another location :D:D
what if my plant die and i cry for 3 days 3 nights! ooooh... i think i'm getting too attached to my babies. SEE!! i'm calling them BABIES now! what will happen if i open a nursery(the plant one not the child care) next time. i bet i won't make a single cent, can't bear to sell my flowers or grass or leaves or wadever.
hahaha in charge of the 2nd violin thingy on tuesday. shuang lor, want break then break :D but i not so good lah, haha. i no time to go out with people le! lixuan keeps wanting to go out with me but i have cca on 3 days! ARGH!
string is fun lah but it sucks sometimes to not be able to go out ): i'll get over it. but honestly, i'll probably freeze to death before SYF comes round' good lah.. can burn more fats to keep myself warmer :D ohh yah... good point! ok turn it to 10degrees!! WHOO~
the router keeps getting turned on and off. i'm getting super irritated here. thank god i haven't clicked the 'publish post' button just now, if not i'll kill myself.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I am officially the world's blindest person. i bet i can even get myself into the guiness world records for being so blind!
LOL! i found this draft somewhere within my posts...
and i darn right agree with that statement, i'm the blindest not-blind person on earth.. such that i can't even see some idiot getting off the bus...
but anyway... i shall not give out too much information about that day. its all CLASSIFIED!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
ITS OFFICIAL! i have fallen in LIKE!
yea, i know its not that surprising or whatever to fall in like.. but that's cos you don't know all the details... you'd be shocked if you did :D i guarantee you
so far only... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7! people know about this.. pretty secret huh. and 2 of them aren't from my school! WOOT~!
feels great to like a guy :D i sound like i have never liked a guy before.. wow -.- of course not lah.. just that nan chiau has a serious lack of likeable guys.. short of good looking ones too.. yah blah.. i guess you guys don't wanna hear about my like life anyway. "THAT GUY'S UGLY! MUAHAHA!!" okay.. there she goes again.. stupid twin of mine. i just realised nickelodeon can prove to be a great time killer! you'd never get bored of the cartoons there esp with teen nick! did i mention how funny they are? "LAZY ASS!" ok i'm going to ignore that! haiz... bad news from christine, they stop filming already, so those episodes of drake and josh are old ones.. makes sense lah, drake bell is 20 already.. can't expect him to film drake and josh now right. SAD! i like my crush!
