my life is so fucked up...
first the taiwan trip cancelled, now, the bangkok one too!
and not just that, i'll be flying back to Germany where i may possibly have to attend a funeral.

what is this! holidays are meant to be happy, not for making me cry!

you know, i used to think karma was bogus. but now, i totally believe in it.
ytd night, i was chatting with cheryl on msn.
she told me not to pangseh her tmr(which is today) for string.
so i told her: i'm going to string tmr lor, i get a 40 degrees fever i also go.

and guess what, when i woke up this morning, i felt hot all over! so i told my guardian i'm not going to school since i'm not feeling well. told her i got fever. then she said: aiyo, cannot liddat, keep pon school.
me: i not bluffing! i really not feeling well.
guardian: *feels my forehead* really got fever leh.. okay then you stay at home rest.

so i continued sleeping. when i woke up at 9 however, my whole body felt like it was on fire. i'm ready to bet that one would be able to feel the heat radiating from me lor.
wahlao..and i can't sleep!
its like my bed is full of hot coals or smth, and i keep sneezing and coughing away.

i guess that's my punishment for skipping school on tuesday.
but seriously, isn't that too harsh a punisment?
i mean, other then feeling horrible, i can't see nut!
thats the most torturous thing for me!

and i was wondering if we could bathe when having fever anot.
gabriel said can, but must be cold water.
WHY! i think will become more sick lor, or maybe it'll absorb the heat or smth.
but its so cold now. later i become this big ice sculpture.

theres this disgusting pill taste in my mouth and i feel so god damn dizzy.
rahh.. i hope i can lose weight at least, the only thing i ate today were: a few mouthfuls of porridge, a cup of milo and a sandwich. and i don't even feel hungry when i ate them. mouth itchy only.
and i realised smth!
your face doesn't get oily when you're having a fever!
isn't it cool!

enough about my fever.

i'm not going to taiwan anymore!
my passport expired and if i were to renew it, it'll take 7 working days before i'm allowed to use it.
WHY!?
although its kinda good though. i was getting frustrated over whether to go or not.
one less decision for me to make :D

actually if i decided not to go taiwan. it'll be all because of nut :D since i can't stand not seeing him.

WHOO~
i'm so excited( actually not really, i feel terrible right now)
i'm going to TAIWAN!
i'm so gonna spend all my money on CDs and maybe sims 2 and make up and clothes(if they're nice) and shoes and FOOD! LOTS OF FOOD.
woo~!
then when i go to bangkok, i'm gonna get lots of branded goods baybeh! FROM THE BOUTIQUES! not imitation.
everytime i feel like spending money, i'll use this one sentence to stop myself. save it for bangkok!
then i'll get this feeling of hyperness and i'll float into the sky and angels will be singing.
sigh~
i wonder if we'll be staying in the deluxe suites or smth, wit JACUZZIS! then i'll go do spa and facial and throw in a plastic surgery and liposuction as well.
haha nahh... what if i end up l0oking like those celebrities in awfulplasticsurgery.
EWW!
they have dents in the tummy for goodness sake, and this woman's face detached from her muscles thanks to plastic surgery and she can't breathe!
she needs this peg like thing to clip her face to the muscles and the flesh there rotted away lor!
yucks!

okay okay, i'll post more when i fell better,
freaking fever( i think?)
tatas!

well.. as you guys might have realise( or not) .
I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
i was getting tired of the old one, whats with all the hidden navigations anyway!?
anyway, i got tired of always having to look for them damn titles( i kinda liked it actually but THATS NOT THE POINT)
so yup i went skin searching today and found my perfect SKIN!
LOOK!

ain't it nice!

however, i have a tiny problem with the links.
SOMEONE HELP!
you all should know that i suck at this kind of stuff.
i can't do all this html thingies.
yup i'm counting on you!
person who helps me gets a free kiss! :D

yah, i've changed the song too.
i was watching the nutcracker ballet in the afternoon, and heard this song.
its, as you can see " My Grown Up Christmas List" sung by... multitudes of people.
seriously, go youtube and type the title in and millions and millions of videos will show, all sung by different people.
the most famous is by Kelly Clarkson i think..
well apparently, that's the only one i could find from radiologclub.

yep, i'm aware that it's not christmas yet but can't you feel the CHRISTMASY VIBE IN THE AIR!
"jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way!"

"HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!"

haha told you it was christmasy!
ooohh look SNOW!
oh wait, it's just water on my spectacle lenses -.-

hahahas, wish me luck for home econs tmr people!
i'm off to have my BEAUTY sleep.
(and hopefully get rid of a few pimples)
catch ya later!

okay...

last year my chinese teacher insulted jay chou greatly ok!
she said jay chou can't sing cos he mumbles!
what greater insult is there then insulting a perfectly great singer then saying he can't sing!
its outrageous!

please.. everybody has their own style of singing right!
so what if it's not clear, tell me, who's lyrics can be heard perfectly when they're rapping.
don't talk about rapping lah, just normal singing, do you really expect them to pronounce each and every word C-L-E-A-R-L-Y! no right!
when will the song end if they were to do that -.-
anyway, that's why they print lyrics for right.
if they were no need for lyrics, then print for what?! WASTE SPACE? PAPER?
DUH! OBVIOUSLY NOT!
only teachers would emphasise that there is an importance to speak clearly due to oral exams, presentations blah blah.
so if we were being drilled 6 hours a day on the importance of clear pronounciation, we'll all want to listen to abit of "mumbled singing"( which we can decipher btw, i guess it's just you huh) what!
yah you want to teach us how to score in oral, the just do it!
without insulting my fave taiwanese!

also! jay chou has alot of fans who will surely not be pleased to hear you say that :D

i missed out a point, 2 actually.
he totally doesn't mumble when he speaks normally, just watch his movies!
and 2!
he sings well! his voice has this soothing effect, i swear! and his songs are nice and and and when he goes all high pitch.. its like WHOA~

someone said he doesn't smile... he does ok! i shall show you proof later and he looks uber cute!
and he's damn talented! he can play like a gazillion instruments including the violin! *squeals*

He's so popular even i duno.. arabians? thai? INDIANS? wanna buy his album!
i'm so totally gonna buy that phone!
He's SMILING! and looks uber cute :D

ER-HEM.
taken from jay-chou.net
"His unique musical style garnered him attention from fans and critics alike."

ITS UNIQUE OKAY! UNIQUE!

"His own unique Chinese R&B style is unparalleled by another and he continues to make breakthroughs"

yup so stop criticising him former chinese teacher!

* i decided to leave out her name cos apparently, it's blogging etiquette. Miss Yong will be so proud of me :D

since i'm still bored.. i shall post zilians!
leave if you do not wish to view them:D
merlion dragon trail thingy
thats jasmine's tortoise and my double eyelids look super thick
i squatted and hopped all the way through this tunnel thingy ok! and my butt got wet, but it was fun! :D obviously lah.. see that grin on my face.
i know its no zilian but i reckon you people will be sian of seeing my face again so i posted my MASTERPIECE!


okays, tata till next post.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

i am so freaking frustrated!

first, i managed to spell that frustrated abv wrongly! i spelt it FUSTRATED!
that's how frustrated i am ):

secondly, i feel so sick!

thirdly, i'm BORED!

i'm frustrated cos...
nobody bothers to read my frigging blog.. except for bestie christine:)
seriously... whats the point of having a stupid blog when it's just for my own freaking use and eyes...
so please... to those miserable amount of people who actually visit my blog.. TAG! even if you're total strangers, AMANDA DOESN'T CARE! get it? I DON'T CARE!
you can tag and say i'm fat, ugly whatever... i don't give a damn...
actually, i do.
i'll come after you with a pitchfork! and stab your unmentionables with them. MUAHAHAHA!

I sound so despo... and reverse psychology works wonders so... DON'T TAG! LEAVE MY BLOG IMMEDIATELY!
even jay chou's songs can't soothe me now):


secondly, i feel so sick cos after exercising for one whole 45 mins, i'm eating pizza at 10.30...
SEE LAH SANDY! i so good to you..
i'm trying to lose weight lor! however.. i know that i'll just tell myself, okay exercise more tmr -.-
which i'll do but then end up putting the fats on again.
what's the point.
i'll just save up money for liposuction :D
good idea no?


blah... maybe i'll just eat and let myself grow fat. then i'll emigrate to those western countries :D
where a size 12 is cosidered normal ( i'm not 12 okay! i'm a size 8)
or or or...
i could just starve myself :/

thirdly, * scrolls up to check what was the third point*
yes, i'm bored!
i think those 3 points are like linked?
i'm frustrated so i can't think clearly and find anything to do. so i'm bored and when i'm bored, i eat so i feel sick and gross then i get frustrated over how to lose those fats.
its a vicious cycle *nods head sagely and strokes imaginary beard*


yah there was this teeny weeny 4th point that i forgot to mention.
i'm LOVESICK!
like very!

i saw him today and he just suddenly looked so handsome * daydreams*

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*slaps self* okay!
he just suddenly looked so handsome and all i could think of was how nice it'll be to hug him ):

unfortunately... i don't think that dream/wish/hope will ever come true cos he doesn't like me!

and my keyboard is messing up on me. LOOK AT HOW HORRIBLE IT'S MAKING MY POST SEEM WITH ALL THESE UNSIGHTLY LINES IN BETWEEN!

EVIL SPACES BEGONE!* shoots them with laser beam gun thingy*
okay, all's good now.
as i was saying, yah, he likes someone else.. i can SENSE it.
women have this sixth sense thing which is accurate 99.9% of the time.

sidetrack abit:
you know how those women always know that their guy is cheating on them? yah... okays i have nothing sensible to say about this.

back to topic.
so on a whim, i decided to sms christine cos i felt that she was the oly one who could help me. the others would probably just say i'm crazy and laugh at me*. UNLIKE them though, christine takes me seriously.

it was kinda funny though, we were talking about boy issues and tests at the same time. so our messages were like:
smile at him lah! then strike a conversation. really? our papers are on the same day!? so you have lah blah paper tmr too?( just an example)

okay lah, maybe you don't see the funny side of it but i do okay and that's all that matters!
urgh... i feel all funny inside, like my organs are all twisted or smth.

sudden change of topic,
the pizza we made in HE today was damn delicious! even pizza hut's can't compare to it! * grins*
but maybe that's cos i made it? ahh whatever..

* i still love you people though! at least you can make me laugh with all your facial expressions and jokes:D

went to E hub yesterday with She Hwa and Cheryl. in case you don't know, they're from S.O . it was so empty that after watching the movie journey to the centre of the earth, we went to Whitesands shopping mall/centre whatever you call it.

the movie was damn funny lah. i sat next to she hwa who was shouting/screaming throughout. the guys next to me were like" wah you think game arh, shout so loud!" and during a kissing scene they shouted " LC! LC!" they were damn hilarious lah!

the movie wasn't 3D lor! bluff people! but it was still exciting. my favourites were when they were in the cart and were speeding down this rollarcoaster-like track! i'd bet they filmed it by getting them to ride on a roller coaster and then computer editing it to look like the mine. and the part where they were collecting the diamonds. the diamonds are like the size of a packet of chicken rice with added rice lah! and that guy actually had a BAG full of them. if they were real and i came out of there alive, i won't have to lift a finger for the rest of my life anymore lah.

if only it would rain diamonds or gold bars someday... but i guess there'll be a lot of deaths.
imagine you forgot to bring an umbrella and had to walk in the rain, then out of nowhere, this gold bar hit you on the head. you'll be retarded if you didn't die.


ahh okay enough with the ramblings.
christine introduced this game to me : Women Murder Club.
its super fun! but the objects are so difficult to find! its so dark and everything is piled together, but at least there isn't any time limit. its about this murder case and you play the role of a forensic scientist, newspaper reporter and someone else... policewoman? whatever. i didn't have enough time to finish the game and i couldn't be bothered to keep downloading it anyway. but the parts that i played were good. should give it a try if you're into murders and all this kinda stuff.

i downloaded another game, marriage in manhatten? forgot the name. its a mix between the looking for stuff thing, mini puzzles and escape the room games. but there a time limit though so i don't really like it. but yah.. it may just be your cup of tea. the graphics are nicer and the items are more strategically placed making it harder to spot. also, the time limit is like what, 20mins? who needs 20mins to find 14 items!? i only used 7mins -.- but there's this escape the room thingy where you only have 3mins, i gave up and just pressed panic... what can i do, i didn't have enough time!

christine says cooking academy is fun.. well, i'm off to try more games :D

okay for the sake of it... i shall post photos:D

christine's house has this zi-lian vibe.
it's just for show... with all the fish swimming around, obviously i didn't put my hand in
see how happy we look!

this was inside the merlion at sentosa
this picture was EONS ago, quoted from jeremy. but i look pretty eh i told you christine's house was good for taking zi-lians

yes yes, i've not posted for a long time... given my packed schedule, that's quite creditable.
on monday- english speech thingy till 4.30
tuesday-SO till 5.30?
wednesday- fashion design thingy till 5.30 or later
thursday- So till 5.30?
friday- SO till 4.30
saturday&sunday- sleep till the cows come home :D

SEE HOW BUSY I AM! i can't even go watch a movie with zhi hui they all lor. we have CCAs on every day of the week.

played captain's ball for an hour on friday... WITHOUT SHOES ON.
got a huge ass blister on the sole of my RIGHT foot.
its like as huge as my palm!
...
okay maybe not THAT big but its still pretty huge.


and it hurts! ALL OVER!
i duno how i'm gonna survive tomorrow. i guess i have to walk with my foot slanted which is super uncomfortable and tiring lah.
however, every now and then, i'll torture myself by pressing it real hard.
i'm like a mix between a masochist and a scaredy cat lah. depends on my mood...

went to jasmine's house on wednesday? and watched a super funny vampire movie. the vampire went to bit the guy's ass lah.
so stink can! imagine having to bite someone's ass and the person just shitted and the toilet ran out of toilet paper? i'd rather look for new prey lor if i was the vampire.
that movie doesn't make sense at all lor!
this guy and another ghost finder kinda person had to go over to the ghost realm to rescue this quite-pretty ghost and to do that, they have to have super low body temperatures.
does that mean that those people living in the north pole or Alaska are constantly in the ghost realm. no right!

the this guy pressed a button and sheets and sheets of those yellow paper zombie's have on their heads came rolling down. wth lah
but its kinda cool... that's the only horror movie i could watch without hiding behind cushions or whatever, although at this point of time where it was super bloody, the only thing i looked at was how interesting my noodles suddenly seemed to be.


okay... since i have not updated for such a long time, i guess i'll post summore. about what happened in this past week or wadever