The Awesome One

The What Ifs of life

2009-11-15T06:40:00.000-08:00

If i ever became a model, my personal motto will be:
" I'm a size 8 and I'm modeling! in your face size zeros!"

If i ever became stuck on some sicko scenario like those in saw, i'll just give up and die, no point suffering when i know i'm gonna die anyway, i dont want to give them the pleasure of seeing me in agony

If i ever win any jackpot, I won't be like those people who claim to save it all up for a rainy day or donate to charity, i'll spend most of it on shopping. i'll probably just donate 10% to SPCA and give like 20% to my family.

If i become a fashion designer, i'll swear to make it even bigger than Chanel or Gucci or Louis Vuitton.

If the world ended in 2012, i'll be one seriously emo person.

If anybody even bothers to check my blogs for updates, you rock!

* on a side note, samsung phones are good! they're suitable for people who get violent when they're pissed and like to throw things around. even after slamming my phone, still no scratches and the gadget still works like a charm!

What went wrong?

2009-10-18T03:58:00.001-07:00

it just doesn't feel right anymore.

i had this notion we were going to be those kind of friends who would last for a lifetime.
those that you read about in those lit-chick book of yours, those who would support each other through everything and go through every dispute without even a crack in their firm friendship.
Even when we quarreled, we managed to resolve everything.
So why can't we settle this problem now?

I know it may be largely my fault, blowing you off every time we made plans to do many of the things on our outing list, but i really didn't mean to disappoint you time and time again. I'm sorry for doing this. Now that you've more or less cut me out from your social circle, i finally know what I've been missing out on and it's you.

I've noticed this anonymity between us now whenever i try to communicate with you, be it sms or msn. You mentioned that it was exams, but now that they're over, this awkwardness still remains. i failed to treasure the precious friendship i had with you and now this. I guess I asked for it...
If only I had tried to make more time for you...

You were the only person who i felt could really connect with me, the only one whom i shared my important secrets with. and now, you're gone.
Somehow, i feel as though i've lost some part of my life altogether. i could count on you to listen to me when i'm down and i could count on you when i wanted a late night chat or just some random talks on the phone. Now that our relationship has become the equivalent of acquaintance statues, i feel afraid to even talk to you about what we enjoyed in the past. Our conversation has just been about safe topics like school, life and whatnot.

I miss you.
Badly.

back from hibernation!! - from onsugar

2009-10-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

hey people!!!

wo hui lai le! after sarah said something about nuffnang ads and earning money!

WHOO HOO~!

next step is find out how to insert the nuffnang ads into my blog... maan.. it's gonna be tough. maybe onsugar has some thread on this or something?

Anyway, click on my ad every time you visit my blog kay? heh, i have to start advertising my status now! God knows how many people have forgotten poor ol' Amanda): i'm blogging at HOME on a WEDNESDAY at 10.55 A.M! hehe, i'm still playing facebook! moving on to Sims 2 at abput 11.30! Pet Society has been kind to me these few weeks! letting me win 500 coins every 3 to 4 days...

last time, it used to be 500 coins every 3 to 4 weeks -.- see, going on hiatus works wonders! i bet the people behind Pet Society must be like " OH NO! we're losing another player! QUICK! spam her with all the 500 coins lottery wins!" when they noticed i wasn't logging in to PS that often anymore:D Also, make a pseudo account! and use that account to gift you stuff! MUAHAHAHA!

that's what i use my boyfriend's pet society account for:D so if you see random gifts by Daryn, ITS ME!:D

Thank god i have a boyfriend who loves me so much!:D

oooh! the Sky's a lovely colour of Gold-Grey! It makes Singapore look like Paris! YAY! loves! okay, gosh, i'm getting distracted by FB!

my throat hurts! i think i have tonsilitis ><>

i'm gonna advertise my blog on FB! :D:D

SPLONK!

word of the day: AWESOMNESS - from onsugar

2009-10-15T03:54:00.002-07:00

HAHA!

we succesfully carried out our covert mission!

can't wait for monday! it's gonna be teacher's day and we have a special celebration! plus, i so wanna see or hear someone's reaction:D

guys are just so goddamn clueless! :D they'll never know a hint even if it's like larger-than-life conspicuous! -.- okay that doesn't even make sense! whatever, you get what i'm trying to say. you're happy, i'm happy, the world goes round and round!

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

the bluetooth wireless control totally works man! i just used my listened to music from my phone through my lappy's speakers!

IN YOUR FACE CHON! BWAHAHAHAHHAHA

LOOK AT OUR CUTE BABIES!

Don't suan me okay, i know i have horrible photography skills ( what christine said) :D

burst 3 balloons just now though! maaan... i hope they find salvation in rubber heaven!

bluetooth control totally rocks socks! i feel so damn happy today! just got like $20:D WINDFALL~ hahahaha, found alot of nice, cheap shopping places! AM SO NOT GONNA SHARE MY KNOWLEDGE WITH YOU! i don't want those places filled with irritaing teeny boppers should you leak out these well kept secrets. if you really wanna know... i guess i could tell you one or two of them, BUT! GROVEL in front of me! MUAHAHAHAHA

BFFs don't have to though, they get the information FOC! :D

that's how much i love them!

our decorating didn't really go that well though, got interrupted by this eight-eyed monster with a prissy nose in the air and breasts tilted north

( according to chon:D go to her blog for details: goofypizzeria.onsugar.com)

i'm slowly being dehydrated cos the water in my jug gives me horrible aches!

my hypothalamus is therefore being stimulated as the water potential of my blood plasma is lower than normal, it in turn stimulates the piuitary gland which secretes more ADH( antidiuretic hormone) which increase the permeability of my kidney so that more water can be reabsorbed and the water potential of my blood plasma will return to normal!

i so deserve to pass my biology! damn that one mark!

Today - from my onsugar

2009-10-15T03:54:00.001-07:00

had a great day! found out that i had at least 2 good results - english and pure history! *whoops in delight*

i'm finally able to get my buddy in KidsREAD to open up to me:D chon came to help out too and we spent most of the session drawing:D

Chon drew the love of her life while i drew these 2 horrible images of the supposed characters in the book we were reading

my buddy did something damn sweet! she gave me this picture with a ring, a flower, a boat with 2 people in it and a handbag house!

all coloured in varying shades of pink! HAHAHA

so cute right!

the other girl has selective autism and glares at everybody * shivers*

but she finally uttered something:D

we're making progress people!

meeting chon tmr morning to go popular to get some stuff:D SO EXCITED

and my luscious hair is making my heart palpitate! Shu Wei, i know you're jealous! HEE:D:D

the secret people... is to use ELLIPS, readily available at watson's. Priced at about $12, it contains 50 capsules of highly conecntrated hair vitamins. slather it on at night and wake up in the morning to Sleek Shiny Bouncy hair:D

ellips should sooooo pay me for advertising for them!

Random Musings - from my onsugar

2009-10-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

Currently wearing blue doreamon pyjamas, sitting in front of my SONY CS VAIO kiaping the phone and trying to comfort my boyfriend. I just asked him to shut up awhile ago and now he's emo-ing.Currently, our conversation is going like somewhat like this

Me: daaaaaaaaaaaaaarling, don't sad already lah!

Daryn: mmm

Me: DAAAAAAAAAAARLING): i'm SORRY, i didn't mean to ask you to shut up, i was just joking!

Daryn: mmm okay

-silence-

Life has been abit more interesting lately with the addition of Facebook and sorority life:Dplus Vera sent me The Great Escape accoustic version! so addictive laaah! i feel like i'm floating on cloud nine whenever i hear the song:D

Life today has been more or less horrible with me failing 3 papers but i received this super encouraging message from my beloved boyfriend and had my usual clique of friends - shu wei, hui min, alicia, vera, louisa to comfort me so was much better.

my hair is getting better by the day:D

its getting stronger, shinier and less frizzy, LOVES~!

my life has a new source of entertainment, chon's love of her life!

my post may be abit dead today cos i think i'm kinda emo again...

MAN!

CHEER UP AMANDA!:D

2009-07-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

YAY!
i'm in love with my Berry Purple Sony CS VAIO!
:D

i bought in like the last week of june hols( yes i know, i suck at updating my blog)
and i got a wad of $50 notes beforehand!
can you imagine how rich i felt!?
i even considered not buying my laptop and going on a shopping spree:D:D

anyway, my laptop is so bloody chio and so much faster then my lao pok pok desktop:D
i just saved $50 and i'm so darn proud of myself.
yah yah its not a big deal for you rich suckers out there but its a feat for me okay.
i camwhored with my cash but i was super unphotogenic that day for some sad reason.

okay, my fashion in posting is this, i will go on a hiatus for like months
but once its over, i'll spam like crazy:D
& i like my wavy hair:D

wave wave wave~
i just baked chocolate chip muffins and everybody said it was NICE!
maybe i should consider taking food sciences or something
F&N!
bought bloody lot of masks when i was at sasa and am getting addicted to them(:
christine says i'm adventurous or something cos i dare to try those kuku brands.
heh, i've always harboured this hope that one day i'll find some miraculous product that nobody has ever heard of.
if i do, i won't tell you unless you suck up to me cos i'm selfish that way! :D

MY PLAN FOR END OF YEAR HOLS

Once SPA is over,i'll look for A JOB *angels start singing and rays of light appear from heaven*
Then i'll earn MONEY * more angels, more light*
hopefully a thousand a month * face lights up at thought of money*
and go shopping! YAY!

-THE END-

my gosh, because of the stupid H1N1 thingy, we have to sit in single rows and i'm seperated from my chonniekins!
i've just developed this penchant for True Singapore Ghost Stories, great boredom busters btw during those lame lessons like PC or CME.
the stories are totally bogus lah, they wrote in about fairy godmnothers-.-
and genies who apparently seal up your womb so you can't conceive-.-

okay i don't have the third eye so i have no idea if its true, don't want to know either, hahahaha.
seventh month is coming, then i'll be afraid to take the lift down:/

next year worst, leap year, hungry ghost festival lasts for 2 months!
i pray, really really hard that i won't see anthing, whether its my own relatives, people who have a crush on me, people who i've known in my past life or even claudia,don't get mistaken though, i love you very much:D

hahahaha! okay imma bake my durian/chocolate muffins now:D
they're in high demand! WHOOTS~

2009-06-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

i have reinvented myself!
no more thinking: " aiyah, surely no chance to win one lah"
or
" i bet everybody else took the gift/chance/ opening already"

I, Amanda Jnae Andrews, vow, from today onwards, to think positively, give myself a chance and to have hope in all that i do!

To prove this point to myself and others, i have taken part in 2 lucky draw kinda thing in CLEO :D
yay me!

one is this chance to win some kiehl's skin care product and the other is to win this Juicy Couture perfume!
root for me people!

2009-06-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

okay this post is so severely outdated!
My darling and i went to sentosa!!
...to build sand castles on 3rd june!

Our sand figurines!

our gorgeous selves!

Our future home :D
us at coffee bean!

saw isabella and gang there and kept bumping into them there!
My skin looks so damn flawless in the pictures( to me lah at any rate)
I had a great day that day thanks to my darling who valiently helped me build sandcastles despite the gayness factor!
i love you darling!:D

2009-05-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

YAY!
got 11/43 for class position!
sad thing, its only because i passed english
but who cares!
*does the happy dance*
i got 21 for my L1R4 and 27 for L1R5.
BOO!
i failed BIOLOGY!

OMG! i just realised its officially the start of the holidays!
time to look for a job!

BACKSTAB!

2009-05-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

back⋅stab

:to attempt to discredit (a person) by underhanded means, such as innuendo, accusation, or the like.

I could probably write one whole book about my hatred for them, but not today(:
let's just start of with one paragraph for now.

Fill in the blank by choosing the correct option.

backstabbers are_________________________________________
a) Conniving bitches/bastards who are just fucking jealous of your awesomness
b) Insecure assholes who need to bitch to feel happy about their undesirable sorry selves
c) Friendless people who make up rumours to attract attention.
d) People whom many dislike and backstab just to get back at anyone and everyone, even when
nobody has done anything to them. Ever.
e) All of the above.

I know i'm great and all and that i have many covetable qualities, but really, there's no need to bitch about me just so that you can feel better about yourself.
Do i make you feel ignoble? If yes, i'm glad.
If not, then let me just inform you that sooner or later( sooner rather than later) you'll start to feel it(:
I pity you and your oh-so-boring life. Obviously, you have nothing better to do because your days have been spent on useless activities such as...i don't know, figuring ways to have more "influential" friends?
you ass-kisser.

Anyway, as an anonymous person once said and i quote,
" A giraffe and a pig will never get together"
How true, imagine the genetic mutations that might've formed.
*shudders*
That, is the most antithetic combination i've ever heard of.
but i guess anything is possible in love huh?
maybe you'll propagate and give birth to spotted pigs with horns or something, EW!
You bitch.

Anyway, you're not just a backstabber, you're a stupid one at that.
who bitches about A in front of A's good friend?
that is just plain moronic.
However, you don't really suit the term Bimbo.
you certainly fit the brainless part, but definitely not the one about being beautiful.
hello... you're a pig remember!
how pretty can pigs be anyway.
even if you dress them up in silks and ribbons and made up their face with Chanel, they'll still look terrible
know the proverb: you can't make a silk purse from a sow's ear?
yup, that's you!
... not the part about silk purse please.

oh well, i'm done(:
my advice to you?
stop offending people, you'll get into serious trouble.

Technology is BIASED!!!

2009-05-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

WHY ARE THE FABULOUS LAPTOPS ALWAYS SO EXPENSIVE!!!
WHY WHY WHY!
DOES IT COST $500 MORE JUST TO ADD A NICE PURPLE COVER YOU STUPID PEOPLE OVER AT SONY! GAH!

sony vaio CS series would have been my ideal laptop were it not for the price-.-
it costs $1, 999 which my mum says its a tad too high
and it only comes with Core 2 duo processor P8600(2.40Ghz)
which is too low for my father's liking...
and they want me to look at toshiba and dell.
TOSHIBA! where its most fashionable laptop is like black and white and chunky??
that's their idea of fashionable!
what is wrong with the world!

Dell... it just sucks.

Can't the MEN over at SONY deal with the fact that not all women are bimbos and that we want substance+ style!
is it that hard to give us both?
what's so difficult about just recolouring the laptop purple, is that so hard??
and what's up with skins anyway.
they suck!
i mean, they're all translucent and you can see that background of the laptop underneath it.
plus its expensive.
also, the pictures/designs aren't clear.

why can't sony hire me to design their laptop covers anyway.
i seriously doubt a chio-er laptop costs $500 more.
look at ACER!
its good, BUT, the only drawback is that its design is hideous!
combine the substantiation of ACER and the chioness of SONY!
KA-BOOM! *perfect lappy for women appears*

Men are sexists!
Sony is sexist!
Acer is sexist!

I aim to be the future chairWOMAN of the World's Feminist Organization!
nuff' said

2009-05-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

YAY!
i can finally post!

i've been deprived of my computer for the past few weeks!
damn antique thing won't listen to me anymore!
i'm getting a laptop~
i'm getting a laptop~
yay me!

hahahaha my desktop is ancient!!
bought it in 2005 where the guy cheated my mum's moolah( damn bastard)
it still has those bulky moniters which you see in the school's computer lab( they're cheap)
and a faulty CPU which has been sent for repearing AT LEAST a million times

i'm looking for a job which has a monthly pay of 3k!!
it has to be in an air conditioned room where i get to do nothing but read fashion magazines and doodle all day!
no uniform required and the I am encouraged to dress as conspicuously as I can
meals provided by 5 star hotels, retaurants, the likes..
transport will be provided in form of a jaguar!
wouldn't life be great like this!

anyway, i really am looking for a job!!!
please help, god knows i NEED the money.
its a NEED not a want, geddit!!
it's a matter of life and death between my closet and the boutiques waiting for MY money to be spent there!

2009-04-28T06:20:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA! poseur whale! can't even spell properly and yet you want to criticise and curse people on your blog!
there's this function called SPELLCHECK, helloooo~
dumb ass :D
How did you even pass your English!
bush of hair DOES NOT EQUAL to Taiwanese/Japanese coolness f.y.i
you just look ridiculous-.-
and with the retarded face you make when you take pictures, its amazing the camera lenses don't burst into flames.
don't bombard others with your ang-moh-ness when you apparently can't pull it off. brush up on your grammar, vocabulary and SPELLING before you condemn others. try spelling WHALE, DOLPHIN, PENGUIN, DOG the likes first before attempting other more advanced words like EMBARRASSED, STUTTERING and SHIVERING , oh not to forget.... POSEUR

DARLING, must jiayou okay! i wanna watch show tmr :D
love ya!

feel good posts!

2009-04-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

felt really bad over putting on weight ( teenage girl problems again, bah!)
so was contemplating whether or not to do liposuction since my mum says slimming centres don't work ( good bye marie france!)

as usual, i was googling liposuction and came across this website where they show you before and after pictures of patients... maan... not to be mean but at least 90% of them are way supersized!
gosh!
just looking at them makes me feel normal.
granted that they are americans
but still!
i have the bones of a caucasian okay!

who knew losing weight could be so difficult, excess of everything can lead to health problems but then in order to lose weight you die die must cut down on something -.-
then whats the point, let's just all be overweight, then nobody can laugh at anybody anymore and we'll all just roll wherever we want to go.
hahaha! LOCOROCO!

http://www.liposuction.com/gallery/016/

thats the website if you're interested, best to view if the omg-i'm-so-bored-and-there's-nothing-to-do has attacked you.

gah i just wished my mum passed her genes on to me, she's forever at a weight of below 50kg and she's already 40+

why can't schools sell salad!?
instead they sell some yucky tasting coleslaw and if i must say so, with the exception of our noodle and vegetarian store, almost all the other food is unhealthy!
and they still say the want us to eat healthily, look at the amount of oil in everything!
gross!

anyway, syf practices are driving me nuts!
plus all the tests and everything.
maybe the stress is making me put on weight!
GAH! i need wii now!
rayman ravin rabbids!!
:D

2009-04-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

Japanese Curry Rice rocks my world!
my darling is the BEST and I LOVE HIM ALOT!

:DD

UPDATE!

2009-04-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

hahahaha, i realised i've been writing crap in the past few posts so now i shall give all of you a PROPER update

9th april i think.

stupid fat pig.
only string orchestra members will know who fat pig is but just a hint, she's short and fat with 3 big jiu shen quans(i totally forgot what it's called in english;some hoop thing?safety something?)
her mouth is like some bloody machine gun which refuses to stop firing man!
from 4 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall the way to 4.45 she was yammering non stop, just because 6 of us had rememdial and came late for practise.
her words are so damn hard to believe lah.
1) she contradicts herself.
she says that we should learn how to prioritise and that syf is coming and we must dedicate the last few weeks to practises. then i brought up the point about being constantly reminded that academics must come first.(even though i totally think it's bullshit, i just wanted to argue with her) THEN, she said i was right and blah blah blah... and giving us some redundant information about her students wanting to leave early for remedials ( i bet they just wanted to get away from you -.-)

2) she keeps interrupting us
that old woman can't just wait for that 10 seconds it takes for us to finish our sentences
can she?! i don't give 2 hoots about your 2 cent's worth old lady.

3) she's short and fat and has 3 big spare tires
okay i'm not discriminating against short and fat people. i'm just discriminating against her.
i guess you could call me a humanist?? if that word isn't already used to describe something
else. i'm perfectly fine with short and fat people. its just that coupled with her attitude,
anything coming out from her mouth just makes you want to roll your eyes .

14th april!

happy one-day-early second month!
spent that night baking cheese cake! :D

20th april!

i am sick! or maybe cos i just ate too much heaty food. my internal body temperature is like 38 degrees??
that is high for me lor, my body temperature hardly even hits 37!
gah!
i kept faling alseep during lessons today,except for those in air conditioned rooms( addiction!)
ending up being super gloomy, ended up making someone upset )):
day became worst still when i saw our mid year exam timetable!
my birthday 16th may is right smack in the middle of the exams ( mid year: 12-21) god dammit
this is like the worst birthday ever, its on a saturday, BEFORE chemistry, physics and biology.
everybody in the whole student population of nan chiau will surely be cramming like hell):
why can't they just stick to last years arrangement where mid years end a day before my birthday!
WHY WHY WHY!
i swear, nan chiau just HATES all may babies!
poor Brandon(wish him happy birthday and good luck :D), birthday is on chemistry date )):
i pity all may babies born in the 10-20th days.
we should hold a protest!
look at those october babies!
most of singaporeans birthdays are in october, yet... 'O' LEVELS! END OF YEARS!
how can you expect singapore's population to increase if you hold examinations on date of births?!
the teenagers will all be like " i wanna save my kid from having to suffer from mid-exam birthday blues! let's not have children" and BAM singapore's population will dip! and in less than a decade, singapore will be wiped out!
SO... the moral behind this is don't have major exams on birthdays!:D
i hear all may and october babies cheering right now!

gosh, i'm still sick~
><
someone just dump me in the north pole right now!

2009-04-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

Oral sucked!
i got some stupid topic about water? loss of water? whatever lah, i could only read the first paragraph fluently -.-

hahaha and i got so nervous i got an upset stomach, didn't go for string cos i was afraid i'll puke):
whoever said inequalities was easy is lying!
oh wait,
i did-.-

anyway, i'm itching all over!
i think i'm allergic to dogs )):
my elbows and back of the knees will itch like crazy whenever i'm in the same room with them for a prolonged period of time..
gosh.. what if they have fleas and their fleas actually bit me or laid their eggs in my skin.
then then then, one of these days, the eggs will hatch and the babies will or feed on my blood!
then i'll be sucked dry from the inside.
gosh~
then my story will become an urban legend.
whoots~

2009-03-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

Plenty has happened since 6 march.

1) first month anniversary ( love you darling!)
2) cross-country ( last few, duh~)
3)sport's day ( blue house~)
4) jasmine's birthday!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to jasmine~
happy birthday to you!

but the thing that hit me the most was claudia's death.
it was all just too sudden, to think that i was happily enjoying myself when i received the news.
I just couldn't bring myself to accept it,I kept hoping it was some early april fool's joke because I never thought i'll be attending a friend's funeral at 15.
everybody's now going around saying cliche stuff like you never know what will happen tomorrow which is true but....
i dunno, it just makes that person sound so self centered like all he/she cares about is him/her self.
oh well, everybody is entitled to their opinions.

what i can't stand is Lianhe Wanbao making such a big hooha out of this. they even went as far as to get her picture from friendster!
as her friend, it just feels wrong somehow.
like she can't even go in peace, that her passing away is some news icon kinda thing.
claudia's cremation is tomorrow, i really really want to be there.
i just hope Mrs Sim won't be heartless and refuse.

everything is just way too sudden.

2009-03-04T05:41:00.000-08:00

YAY!
i have not updated for a long time *grins*
got back most of our papers already!
surprisingly, i passed my Chinese! with a whopping 71/110!
for the past 2 years, my results have always been 50/110, 52/110-.-
so this is a huge improvement!
poor jasmine, she's 0.3 marks away from her A
and I'm 1 mark away from my B3 in English...
damn paper, write too much, minus marks, write too little also take away our points!
its not as if we have the brains of the setter right...
c'mon, our 'O' level paper will be set by Cambridge people; ANG MOHS!
their thinking is sooooooo different from ours, take flour for example.
Singaporeans pronounce as flour but British pronounce as FLOWER!
hellooo, huge diff?

what will happen to us during oral!

HAHA! sarah's essay for the words+ art is published in the chrysalis!
its titled A Gift Of Love!
go read!
her vocab is woah~ like i said before.
i didn't submit mine to Mrs Raja, thank god!

maaan... i'm so tired, in more ways than one!
christine! tomorrow's visit to your house will be like heaven!
gosh~
we so need to talk right now

2009-02-23T03:55:00.000-08:00

AMANDA JANE ANDREWS WILL FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS SWEAR NOT TO NEGLECT ANYBODY THAT SHE DEEMS IMPORTANT TO HER WHICH WITHOUT, SHE WILL DIE or LIFE WILL BE MEANINGLESS!

the people in this list include:
* names are not listed in order of importance

CHRISTINE ( my BFF)
DARYN ( darling!)
SANDY ( room mate!)
JASMINE ( childhood friend, haha!)
JOEY ( secret affair! * opps*)
CHERYL ( the bimbo :D)
VIVIAN TAN ( vibrato teacher)
SHU PING ( the only sane one)
JIA NING ( my crazy friend!)
ESTHER ( the 'bully-cheryl' friend)
SARAH ( the do crazy stuff together friend)
LIXUAN ( the always go shopping friend)
SIMONE ( the suan sandy friend*grins* )
JEREMY ( my music teacher:D)
NICHOLAS ( the GAY friend!)

seriously, the people are NOT named in order of importance.
hahaha i don't care if you can survive without me or are happier off without me, live with this fact that you are in MY LIST!
((:

whoots~
next dental appointment in april!
hopefully i can take off my braces by then!
pray for me everybody!
:DD

goodnites people!

ain't this cute! :DD
** note to self, take more ZILIANS!

2009-02-22T06:17:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY DARLING!
:DD

i love him a lot!
:DD

hahaha poor guy having tuition now!
who ask him postpone lah!
XP

there's only ONE thing TWO do THREE words FOUR you~~
I LOVE YOU!
lalalala~

2009-02-16T05:12:00.001-08:00

whoo~
camp's over!
like many many eons ago -.-

my phone spoiled recently):
but i just got it back today! :D
finally!
for the past 4 days, i was using this damn LKK nokia phone!
the ones your mother used to use when she was 20!?
without colour, bulky, no left and right navigational buttons, no key lock( i kept calling alot of random people), no recurrent alarm( i was late today-.- SORRY DARLING), no, no, no...
aiyah, its like missing a million and one functions lah!

YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!
it was damn last minute but baihe just told me last night that we were performing today!
and since i was late today, i didn't bring my costume so....
i had to wear XL, which was 2 sizes bigger than my usual ...
THEREFORE, the culotte was too large and kept sliding down.
since our string room is on the 4th floor, and the hall is on the 2nd floor we had to go down the stairs.
FUCKING IRRITATING LAH!
i kept tripping and almost tumbled down like 10 million times, plus i was carrying my stand and violin!
dammit lah...

my darling still say will put cushion for me...
bluff me lor!
but i still love love love love love love you anyways!
happy 2 days darling! hahahaha

2009-02-04T04:21:00.000-08:00

CAMP TOMORROW~
gosh!
its so freaking fast lah!
i hope i get my period QUICK!
so i don't need to go dragon boating(:

what if i forget to pack my toothbrush?
or my contact lens solution?
or my shampoo??
OH NO!
i have no partner?!
GRR
why on earth did i forget? * slams head on keyboard*
nvm! there'll be someone to partner de
:DD

maaaan, i NEED my hair straightener!
if not my hair's gonna go all wavy and shit on me!
and its gonna be so fucking horrible!
RAH
and no electronic devices allowed!
and no matresses!
RAWR!
nvm... not like i nvr sleep on floor before-.-

OH NO~
i'm so freaking out about camp!

AHHH!
i don't think i can make it all the way till sunday
GOSH

i just realised i seem very... 'hyper' in a way that i keep babbling on and on and on-.-
okay i'm gonna end abruptly here and go deal with my feelings (:

2009-02-03T05:58:00.000-08:00

CAMP):
i soooo don't wanna go lor!

anyway... string orchestra audition is the week after camp!
i'm so stressed~
i don't even have the mood to go cca practices anymore
i just found a strand of white hair!
GOD!

premature aging!
this is only secondary 3 life, what would happen to me next year!
I'll probably be bald!

2009-02-01T00:08:00.000-08:00

sarah said a super funny thing yesterday while we where at cheerleading practise.
she, lixuan and i were walking down from the hall to the canteen and we were talking about guys..
sarah and i both agree that guys who play classical instruments look HOT! and lixuan said she liked guys who breakdance.
then sarah said: next time if you want to find boyfriend right, look for one who plays the clarinet or flute.
i was obviously puzzled so i replied a 'Huh??'
then she continued: cos they use their tongue alot so they'll be super good at french kissing!
i burst out laughing!
and i continued: i like guys who play piano and string instruments, they have nice hands and fingers:D
LOL!
i never knew sarah had this kind of interests.
aiyah no use if the guy is good at french kissing anyway, my tongue is super short lor!
*sniff sniff* i can't learn how to play flute now):

anyway, i'm blogging while doing homework!
i'm so sick of my composition! stupid Antony & Cleopatra...
the book is so hard to read lah! all the latin/greek/roman terms !
GRR~
so i took a break, and was reading up on my horoscope.. AGAIN :DD
hehe, the more i read, the happier i get.
did you know Hitler was a taurean as well?
i would so not wanna marry a taurean guy! they're freaking demanding lah! and i learnt from experience that they're so bloody irritating... or maybe it was just that one fucking guy... J****N
what they said is so true about me lah! except for maybe a bit here and there like the part that i'm a good housewife or something... HELLO, i have NO, ABSOLUTELY NO INTENTION,DESIRE,INCLINATION,APTITUDE,CAPABILITY,INTEREST to be a housewife...
i don't wanna be a auntie!
gosh~

and i so do not want to be a mother either -.-

and i'm suited to be with either cancers or capricorns...
but who cares!
look at my parents, they are so drastically different!
like:
chalk and cheese
oil and water
black and white
yin and yang
pen and paper
motorola and nokia
violin and breakdancing
sandy and me

but yet, they're together
so this proves that oil is somehow miscible in water; chalk can look like cheese; black and white form grey; yin and yang have come to a compromise; pen and paper have become good buddies; motorola has become more user friendly like nokia; people can breakdance with violins.
:DD

2009-01-28T02:44:00.000-08:00

whee~
i have no idea what to blog about!

OHYAH!
i finally, finally FINALLY found my song!
its ' I need you' by Leann Rimes
she looks damn creepy in the MV!
like some oversized walking orange which smiles!
*shudders*
but the song is NICE!

drinking too much coke gives you a dry tongue and throat-.-
don't ever drink coke before you french kiss!

this post is like talking about random stuff!
today when sarah and i went to the toilet, we were discussing about a certain SOMEONE who always speaks with an accent and tries to use american-ish words!
wahlao please lah, you don't even LOOK the part can!
and i bet your english isn't all that good either, so stop trying to show off that you're very angmoh!
just because you can slang doesn't mean others can't, i can slang better than you okays!
if you love the sound of your voice so much, go babble to yourself at home, don't come and boast in front of the whole class-.-

and about the cheerleading practice, i have no idea why i was suddenly promoted to dancers 00
maybe cos i was one of the bases, so i have to be dancing?
it was fun anyway:D
Azizah damn pro lah, she could do spilts and everthing,
and she came up with dance moves!
gosh~

i'm like watching all the numerous cheerleading clips on youtube now!
hahaha
and Bring It On is such a nice movie to use as reference!

2009-01-26T06:41:00.000-08:00

christine. says:

*becomes defensive*

christine. says:

I COME HOME LATE EVERYDAY BECAUSE I HAVE TO EARN MONEY FOR THIS FAMILY!
AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

what.the.hell?

christine. says:

hahahahaha

christine. says:

husband wife argument la!

AMAN AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

chey

AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

YOU! YOU HAVE NEVER SPENT A SINGLE SECOND WITH OUR CHILDREN EVER SINCE I GAVE YOU A HORRIBLE BLOWJOB!

christine. says:

THAT BLOWJOB FRACTURED MY PENIS!! BITCH!

AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

YOU SCRATCHED MY VAGINA WITH YOU FINGERNAILS! BASTARD!

AMA AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

I HAD TO GO GET 15 STITCHES !

christine. says:

SO??? A MAN'S PENIS IS HIS PRIDE!! YOUR VAGINA WAS SAGGY ANYWAY!

AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

I COULDN'T HAVE SEX WITH MY LOVER FOR ONE WHOLE MONTH! opps!

christine. says:

WHAT!!! *slaps wife*

AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

HOW DARE YOU! I CAUGHT YOU FUCKING OUR MAID!

christine. says:

THAT WAS NOT THE WIFE! IT WAS A PLASTIC BLOW-UP DOLL!!

christine. says:

i mean, MAID!!

AMANDAJANEANDREWS says:

YOU! YOU'D RATHER FUCK A BLOW-UP DOLL THAN ME! * chops off husband's dick with a conveniently placed knife*

christine. says:

*roars with pain*

christine. says:

-END-

seriously, the things the both of us do at times...

2009-01-26T02:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ( or as Sarah says it, CHEENA new year)

okay i'm not gonna blog about nonsense stuff such as how much angpao money i got-.-
why do bloggers want others to know how much they have??
unless you have like $50 in every angpao, i don't see the need to brag

okay anyway!
today is my bad hair and makeup day)):
cry for me everyone!
but my relatives say i grew prettier...
HMM....

many of them don't even recognise me anymore!
tsk tsk...
why is everyone so tired during CNY??
seriously...
i even fell alseep in the car! and only woke up when my oranges dropped:D
sandy went to sleep after awhile of watching tv too..

haha i heard this westlife song ' to be with you' and it reminded me so much of how i used to go after Nut..
bad days, bad days!
the lyrics even correspond to how Nut was and i how i felt!
if you were thinking it gave me bad memories or something and that i'm crazy to put this song on my blog.. you're wrong!
listen to how sort-of-cheerful this song is and you'll now its a song of HOPE!
but obviously i've FINALLY moved on!

so this is just to remind me not to do anything foolish again...
... okay the above sentences were rubbish!
i just like this song, it was love at first sound!
if you think about it, every love song will sorta sound like its talking about your experiences lah, seriously!

look at 'The Hush Sound - love you much better' the lyrics go:

Why do you sing to everybody but me? Why do I let it go on?
You've got such a music box song in my head all day long.
You fell for a girl with wild eyes, dressed in satin and lace.
She's just an empty diamond mine with moan across her face.

I can love you much better
If you can't see it you're blind
I can love you much better
And you know someday I'm going to make you mine.

You are the daydream in my eyes, there whenever I wake up
But the colors never crystallize and I never get enough
And while you kiss everybody but me, I just sit back and watch
But one day soon, I'm gonna grab you by the collar
and kiss you all I want!

everything is true except the wild eyed girl and kissing people portion.. which is actually just the chorus! LOL, i just realised!
i'm willing to bet my life that at least half of the love songs out there are talking about some love triangle thing also-.-

okay enough gibberish!
but i highly recommend 'the hush sound' if you don't like mainstream pop but still want something you can dance to(:

whoo~ my sims2 is starting to revert to its past glory chocked full of custom content!
YAYNESS!
hehe! i shall pester christine for my zilians and post them up asap!
in the meantime, don't miss me!

2009-01-24T21:50:00.001-08:00

YAY! my 3rd post for the DAY!
why can't http:// www.blogskins.com ever have nice un-emo blogskins!
one whose background colour is BRIGHT!! GRR!
to all blog-skinners out there! please hear my plea and make nice nice blogskins, with nice bright colours, with no obvious human faces, and large nice images:D

i absolutely DETEST and ABHOR from blogskins who's theme colour is BLACK( hence my name melano-phobia) with emo phrases like: my soul died the day you left me):
with a picture of a heart being torn open by a person's hand, and a picture of some random person crying.

rubbish lah, how can your soul die just because a stupid person whom you may not even truly love broke up with you??
just get on with life, they are many more fish out there in the sea.
For girls: stop moping over that guy who has body odour, spits when he speaks, likes to show off his amateur skills and farts real loudly in public.
For guys(if any do read my blog): stop slitting yourself over that one girl who makes you carry her handbag*, embarrasses you in public, makes you pay for all the food and treats you like an accessory.

hehe, it may seem like I'm angry but I'm not! I'm just trying to talk sense into people.
unless you just broke up with your partner of like 3 years, i don't see any reason to be THAT upset.
sure you may cry, you may scream, you may even threaten to commit suicide but there are better things in life then that one miserable person.

don't all of you agree that in order to live life to the fullest, you have to enjoy yourself?
we all have our down moments but we all recover from it eventually, don't let a setback cause you so much pain lah.
if someone dear to you passed away, just know that whoever it is will not like to see you so upset
(unless he/she is an egotistical or selfish idiot which in that case, he/she would want you to bawl over him/her, but why would you befriend someone like this anyway!)
yah yah i know, easier said then done, but there's a reason how these phrases or ideas came to mind okay.

* i never do get why girls like to make their boyfriends carry their HANDbags! don't they find it gay? don't GUYS find it gay?? doesn't the PUBLIC find it gay??
this still baffles me

2009-01-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK!
say hi!

audience: HI AMANDA!
me: -.-

SCHOOL: a place meant for education, usually consists of nice students and nice teachers:D
SCHOOL IN HELL: a place meant for education, usually consists of nice students and mean teachers*BOO*

our form teacher(I'm in class 3f btw, together with sandy, YAYNESS) SUCKS!
she is sooooooooooooooooo biased towards no not me but sandy!
for those who are are asking: "huh, she not bias towards you, you angry for what??"
me: "look at above sentence where i stated 'together with sandy, YAYNESS', obviously she's either one of my best friends or my lesbian partner:D"
okay anyway, our 'dearest' MS(people in my class should know who) confiscated sandy's phone which sandy wasn't angry at cos she knows its her fault. okay, and MS read out sandy's msg!
our 'darling' MS actually says that when she slid open the phone, she was at that page already, which sandy says was true. HOWEVER, she read out the msg lor! aiyah the whole story is super complicated actually, go sandy's blog! and click on the nuffnang ad while you're at it! its the Inkheart one!

LIFE: is currently great if not a little mundane, my daily routine consists of... going to school , coming home, slack and do homework, bathe, go online and sleep!
i don't even have time to indulge in my favourite pastime: SHOPPING, or my 2nd favourite: SLEEPING, or even my 3rd favourite: READING
HAI... sec 3 life is soooo stressful, i can't imagine what sec 4 life will be like X.x

TAGS:
clara: i doubt you'll see this but.. BANGKOK STUFF ARE CHEAP!:DD
pamela: your wish is my command!
christine: you won't be seeing me for another few weeks, so miss me while you can!
sales: WTH!?

I LOVE ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!

2009-01-24T20:44:00.000-08:00

HI PEOPLE!

I know what all of you people are thinking:
1) wahlao, finally update after 2 months
2) omg! she updated! *faints*
3)decides to check my blog for one last time and... * speechless*
4) WHERE ARE OUR PRESENTS!?

if you belong to first group of people then i'll say" yes! i'm busy... unpacking my numerous clothes from GERMANY!"
if you belong to the 2nd group of people, i shall dump cold water on you:D
if you belong to the 3rd group of people, then i'm speechless too since i don't know how to reply you
if you're belong to the 4th group of people then "erm... LALALA! I'm happily singing and can't hear any of you!"

okay anyway!
to sum up Germany..
i have.. 2 sentences!
Germany is an extremely cold and boring place(if you're not living in the major cities), the houses there are pretty cheap( hello.. a semi-d costs... $250k so in SGD it'll be around $500k), the shopping there is normal.. not that much special stuff anyway, except tissue paper! i bought a packet of super chio tissue back!
It is THE BEST! especially during the new year countdown! the whole city/town set off fireworks together! there was this warm fuzzy feeling lah when you see all the fireworks, its like the whole town is one big family:D Germans are pretty friendly ya' know they can just randomly walk up to you and start chatting! we are all one big family:DD

okay end of 2 sentences, i know after an exclamation mark, its actually another new sentence but ignore it okay! ITS MY BLOG! RAWR!

i shall post again in 5mins time about SCHOOL(horrible teachers) LIFE( sandy!) and... random stuff:D

2008-12-01T23:05:00.000-08:00

YO PEOPLE!
i just woke up...
its 8.08a.m here( time when i started posting) and i'm terribly SLEEPY!

oh god, i just realised that back in singapore, i would never have woken up at such an ungodly hour, i'll probably be awake at 12??
during the holidays lah at any rate...
during school days, i wake up at a ridiculous hour, 5.30a.m!!
why, you ask.
because...
the earliest bus comes at 6.08 so in order to make it in time to see *someone*, i have to submit myself to this pure torture.
of course, joey, pearlyn and jasmine love me for this:D

anyway, i'm now stuck at homewith nothing to do...
my mum, unfortunately has to work, HAI...

germany's keyboard is so fucking hard to use, this sign @ is obtained by pressing some completely absent key on our keyboard and by pressing Q and eveything is so jumbled up, # ia beside Enter where it should be on the number keys on our keyboard.
my father*rolls eyes here* says that germany is a civillised country, unlike singapore which explains this ...predicament.

English is the universal language!
so why doesn't anyone speak it here!
rawr!
the other day, while out shopping, i saw a group of indians, scared me lah.
i had no idea they were speaking tamil at first or hindi, whatever lah (indians, don't ostracize me for this) but after awhile...
i recognised the accent!

thats what i get for living in little india for too long... sigh...
no wait, not really, if i did, i'd have recognize their accent straight away.
HAHA!
but then again... the bangalas there hardly speak.
and it may be that different cities/towns/areas have different dialects..
GOD!

if only the whole world spoke only one language.
then we won't have any problems in school!
we won't have problems when travelling
and we won't need to kill more trees to print more dictionaries!

but....

we can't scold anyone without them knowing it anymore.
HAI...

ohyah btw, no pictures to end this post, i bet you all must be feeling so happy):
but yah... this isn't my computer so...

TATA

2008-11-11T10:04:00.001-08:00

OMG!! ZACK FAIR DIED!
this was the most heartbreaking, tearjerking news for today!
*sniff sniff*
and reno only appears like once in crisis core, granted that its not about him lah but why can't they make reno take tseng's place in banora!!
WHY!!!!!!
)))))))))))))))))))):

2008-11-08T19:25:00.000-08:00

okay, as you can see, i have give up on finding any decent blogskins, there just doesn't seem to be any.*sighs* maybe i'm just picky lah.. i don't like blogskins with other people's faces in it which makes up like 50% of the decent blogskin population, AND, i don't want anything emo which takes up 49% of the population as well ):
OH WELL!..

yesterday was michelle's birthday party! happy birthday! it ended super late lah. pearlyn, mandy, angela, jieyi, jieyi's friend, and i finally went home at 10.30p.m.
During the whole celebration, farren and i had to keep running away from the security guard. why?
cos' we kept playing in the jacuzzi-pool thingy. its basically this small area above the pool which once you press a button, will activate the jets so the whole place will bubble and all that. i guess people aren't supposed to enter with our normal clothes on so yah you get the drift... we had to ruuuuuuuuuuun all the way to the back of the clubhouse..-.-
michelle was super busy ytd lah, she had to keep calling people down from the rooftop thingy where most of us were hanging out.
mandy was super hungry and kept wanting to eat while we were playing taiti, haha, then when the buffet finally arrived, we were the first 2 in the queue, followed by jiawen.
jiawen wanted veggies, so i took some for her, the veggies were super huge lah! i think it was kailan and they cooked the whole thing! from stem right to the very tip of the leaf, unfortunately, jiawen only eats the leaves.
angela had trouble biting the stem off, HAHA and she tried so hard until the whole kailan started spinning!
she complained that the stem was hard but pearlyn and i insisted that it was her teeth's problem.
saying so, i demonstrated to her by biting off the stem from my veg, haha and it was so easy that my veg flew off my spoon when i bit it. pearlyn said it might be cos its softer on top so i bit the area right at the bottom and same thing happened! so that proved that angela's teeth were weak! AHAHAHAHA!

btw, this was supposed to be posted yesterday, 9th nov 2008 but i got too caught up playing FF crisis core!
someone help me! i totally freak out whenever i have to fight and i can't seem to make use of the dodge and block actions -.-
i so totally suck, i only go for the offensive and not the defensive..if i was thrown onto the battlefront, i bet i'd be the first to die LOL.

okay anyway, i'm supposed to be getting my award for the essay thing together with sarah later( today as in 10th nov) so yeah... i better go get ready now,
tata for now!

ooohh... i love taureans, a.k.a ME! okay lah i love taurus also, the horoscope :D

2008-10-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

neh, i know i said i wouldn't update till i got a new blogskin but i can't help it anymore!
i was wondering last night, what if a female is soooooo into science that when her period comes, instead of saying " lai ang", " menses", "da yi mah " or anything, she says " i'm shedding my uterus lining"
and if she tells that to her friend, that person will probably go " you're shedding you're wha-?"
and if she replies uterus lining, her friend will just look at her dumbly.
HEE!

2008-10-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

okay i'm not gonna update until i find a new blogskin!
don't miss me too much now, tata!
pris looks sooooooooo cute! the rest of us just look retarded ><
both me and christine have an addiction for changing room photos!
& i'm gonna end this post awkardly here :DD

2008-10-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

YAY! i'm updating!
after countless attempts by the whole universe to get me to update my blog, i have finally given in.
its kinda nice to write whatever you want and not get into any trouble :D
for example, i can say PAP SUCKS and i won't get sued! *i hope*
actually i think i will...? look at what happened between Xiaxue and Dawn * shudders*
i don't think people will be willing to donate money to me for my lawsuit):

ok ANYWAY, just to give a brief overview of my life since 13th September:

I did quite well for my EOYs if i do say so myself, obviously with the exception of MATHS and MT PAPER 2 ( i ACTUALLY PASSED my compo, who cares if its by a freaking 2 marks! I PASSED!)

I won a essay competition!
Mrs Raja had me and Sarah join a competition( i wrote about frigging tutu kuehs x.x) and we both came in MERIT! before you say anything, let me clarify for you, ALL and i mean ALL with the exception of sarah and I are from prestigious schools like RGS and SCGS. besides, there are only 3 distinction winners and 7 merit! WOO~
our prize is a pilot pen hamper and a $50 voucher for something -.-
a pen hamper... seriously...

i got into Bio Hist. jasmine wishes me goodluck.
i bet it'd be interesting learning about hitler, one ball guy;thinking about the missing testicle just cheers me up:D

got into a little problem with leg wax xp
tried it yesterday and couldn't get the wax off! (couldn't get the hairs off either)
i scrubbed and scratched till my legs turned red lah! HORRIBLE.
note to girls.. and guys: don't ever wax your own legs, go to a PROFESSIONAL. unless you want your legs to be "attractive"

er-hem, i have decided to make life more interesting for myself(:
instead of sticking to colours like dark purple, black, olive green etc. etc. ,
i'm going to start buying stuff in BRIGHT colours!
hot pink, lime green, turquoise, yellow, orange ; BRING.IT.ON!
(yes i have finally decided that yellow is nice(: i couldn't see what i was missing out on when i hated yellow)
yes i'm gonna be colourful!
boy i feel so refreshed, i no longer have to suppress my inner desire to be bright :DD

yes i'm gonna conclude this post with my zilian AGAIN.. i know this post isn't much but i can't probably tell you EVERY single detail since 13sep right? RIGHT??
yea yea my fault whatever, i could care less now.
ANYWAY.

yes i know i said 1 but the more the merrier right!
so i'm gonna bombard you people with PICTURES!
lol~
nah i'm just kidding, i know you're all sick of me by now so next post, STILL ME!
AHA!!!!

2008-09-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

argh... did something enjoyable(its perfectly legal!) but can't tell!! WHY!
hahaha anyway.

today is christine's dad's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE!
went to her place for a birthday celebration and ate alot.
they had this buffet dinner, and as you all know, i love buffets! (even if you don't, you do now!)
we were watching some hongkong drama serial: something something Demigods. there were LOTS of human/animals in it, sea dragons, garoupa, shrimp, snake, bird, fox whatever, there was even a ratten!
i was commenting on how horrible the snake demon looked. she had on this red wig which was all frizzy and stuff. she was wearing red contacts which were quite nice actually and her lipstick was greenish-blueish-beigeish! so funny lah. and apparently, she hates her husband cos he cheated on her with a RABBIT DEMON! i was picturing how the rabbit demon would look. wearing white fur with 2 huge bunny ears and since its a demon, probably with some weird marking on its face.

how can rabbits even be demons anyway? they're so cute and cuddly and fluffy and innocent looking.

some pictures to abruptly change the topic :D

THIS is what orange light+night mode+2 byootiful girls do to your pictures
i look so horrible i don't even know why i put this up!

okay, a horrible end to a boring post.
all thats boring ends horribly :D
RHYMES!

My Braces Are KILLING me!

2008-09-03T00:02:00.000-07:00

i went to tighten my braces ytd at NDC (national dental centre).
when i the dentist was tightening it, she told me: we'll have to make it a leeetle tighter today. the moment she said that my mind was going oh no already. however, when i went home, it was still okay, i could eat chicken wings and everything. so i thought aiyah, nothing much lah.

This morning, i was awoken not by sandy, not by my phone but by my TEETH! it hurts like hell man! I can't even eat CHARSIEW now! thank god i'm not going to taiwan anymore, can you imagine not being able to eat anything there! i'll die!
anyway, my guardian says i can lose weight easily. i think so too.. all i ate for breakfast was a few mouthfuls of noodles! and for lunch i only ate the cream of a fruit tart. dammit, when will i be able to eat proper food...

i can feel my stomach growling already...

2008-08-30T01:42:00.000-07:00

my life is so fucked up...
first the taiwan trip cancelled, now, the bangkok one too!
and not just that, i'll be flying back to Germany where i may possibly have to attend a funeral.

what is this! holidays are meant to be happy, not for making me cry!

2008-08-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

you know, i used to think karma was bogus. but now, i totally believe in it.
ytd night, i was chatting with cheryl on msn.
she told me not to pangseh her tmr(which is today) for string.
so i told her: i'm going to string tmr lor, i get a 40 degrees fever i also go.

and guess what, when i woke up this morning, i felt hot all over! so i told my guardian i'm not going to school since i'm not feeling well. told her i got fever. then she said: aiyo, cannot liddat, keep pon school.
me: i not bluffing! i really not feeling well.
guardian: *feels my forehead* really got fever leh.. okay then you stay at home rest.

so i continued sleeping. when i woke up at 9 however, my whole body felt like it was on fire. i'm ready to bet that one would be able to feel the heat radiating from me lor.
wahlao..and i can't sleep!
its like my bed is full of hot coals or smth, and i keep sneezing and coughing away.

i guess that's my punishment for skipping school on tuesday.
but seriously, isn't that too harsh a punisment?
i mean, other then feeling horrible, i can't see nut!
thats the most torturous thing for me!

and i was wondering if we could bathe when having fever anot.
gabriel said can, but must be cold water.
WHY! i think will become more sick lor, or maybe it'll absorb the heat or smth.
but its so cold now. later i become this big ice sculpture.

theres this disgusting pill taste in my mouth and i feel so god damn dizzy.
rahh.. i hope i can lose weight at least, the only thing i ate today were: a few mouthfuls of porridge, a cup of milo and a sandwich. and i don't even feel hungry when i ate them. mouth itchy only.
and i realised smth!
your face doesn't get oily when you're having a fever!
isn't it cool!

enough about my fever.

i'm not going to taiwan anymore!
my passport expired and if i were to renew it, it'll take 7 working days before i'm allowed to use it.
WHY!?
although its kinda good though. i was getting frustrated over whether to go or not.
one less decision for me to make :D

actually if i decided not to go taiwan. it'll be all because of nut :D since i can't stand not seeing him.

2008-08-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

WHOO~
i'm so excited( actually not really, i feel terrible right now)
i'm going to TAIWAN!
i'm so gonna spend all my money on CDs and maybe sims 2 and make up and clothes(if they're nice) and shoes and FOOD! LOTS OF FOOD.
woo~!
then when i go to bangkok, i'm gonna get lots of branded goods baybeh! FROM THE BOUTIQUES! not imitation.
everytime i feel like spending money, i'll use this one sentence to stop myself. save it for bangkok!
then i'll get this feeling of hyperness and i'll float into the sky and angels will be singing.
sigh~
i wonder if we'll be staying in the deluxe suites or smth, wit JACUZZIS! then i'll go do spa and facial and throw in a plastic surgery and liposuction as well.
haha nahh... what if i end up l0oking like those celebrities in awfulplasticsurgery.
EWW!
they have dents in the tummy for goodness sake, and this woman's face detached from her muscles thanks to plastic surgery and she can't breathe!
she needs this peg like thing to clip her face to the muscles and the flesh there rotted away lor!
yucks!

okay okay, i'll post more when i fell better,
freaking fever( i think?)
tatas!

2008-08-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

well.. as you guys might have realise( or not) .
I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
i was getting tired of the old one, whats with all the hidden navigations anyway!?
anyway, i got tired of always having to look for them damn titles( i kinda liked it actually but THATS NOT THE POINT)
so yup i went skin searching today and found my perfect SKIN!
LOOK!

ain't it nice!

however, i have a tiny problem with the links.
SOMEONE HELP!
you all should know that i suck at this kind of stuff.
i can't do all this html thingies.
yup i'm counting on you!
person who helps me gets a free kiss! :D

yah, i've changed the song too.
i was watching the nutcracker ballet in the afternoon, and heard this song.
its, as you can see " My Grown Up Christmas List" sung by... multitudes of people.
seriously, go youtube and type the title in and millions and millions of videos will show, all sung by different people.
the most famous is by Kelly Clarkson i think..
well apparently, that's the only one i could find from radiologclub.

yep, i'm aware that it's not christmas yet but can't you feel the CHRISTMASY VIBE IN THE AIR!
"jingle bells jingle bells, jingle all the way!"

"HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS!"

haha told you it was christmasy!
ooohh look SNOW!
oh wait, it's just water on my spectacle lenses -.-

hahahas, wish me luck for home econs tmr people!
i'm off to have my BEAUTY sleep.
(and hopefully get rid of a few pimples)
catch ya later!

2008-08-19T04:17:00.000-07:00

okay...

last year my chinese teacher insulted jay chou greatly ok!
she said jay chou can't sing cos he mumbles!
what greater insult is there then insulting a perfectly great singer then saying he can't sing!
its outrageous!

please.. everybody has their own style of singing right!
so what if it's not clear, tell me, who's lyrics can be heard perfectly when they're rapping.
don't talk about rapping lah, just normal singing, do you really expect them to pronounce each and every word C-L-E-A-R-L-Y! no right!
when will the song end if they were to do that -.-
anyway, that's why they print lyrics for right.
if they were no need for lyrics, then print for what?! WASTE SPACE? PAPER?
DUH! OBVIOUSLY NOT!
only teachers would emphasise that there is an importance to speak clearly due to oral exams, presentations blah blah.
so if we were being drilled 6 hours a day on the importance of clear pronounciation, we'll all want to listen to abit of "mumbled singing"( which we can decipher btw, i guess it's just you huh) what!
yah you want to teach us how to score in oral, the just do it!
without insulting my fave taiwanese!

also! jay chou has alot of fans who will surely not be pleased to hear you say that :D

i missed out a point, 2 actually.
he totally doesn't mumble when he speaks normally, just watch his movies!
and 2!
he sings well! his voice has this soothing effect, i swear! and his songs are nice and and and when he goes all high pitch.. its like WHOA~

someone said he doesn't smile... he does ok! i shall show you proof later and he looks uber cute!
and he's damn talented! he can play like a gazillion instruments including the violin! *squeals*

He's so popular even i duno.. arabians? thai? INDIANS? wanna buy his album!
i'm so totally gonna buy that phone!
He's SMILING! and looks uber cute :D

ER-HEM.
taken from jay-chou.net
"His unique musical style garnered him attention from fans and critics alike."

ITS UNIQUE OKAY! UNIQUE!

"His own unique Chinese R&B style is unparalleled by another and he continues to make breakthroughs"

yup so stop criticising him former chinese teacher!

* i decided to leave out her name cos apparently, it's blogging etiquette. Miss Yong will be so proud of me :D

2008-08-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

since i'm still bored.. i shall post zilians!
leave if you do not wish to view them:D
merlion dragon trail thingy
thats jasmine's tortoise and my double eyelids look super thick
i squatted and hopped all the way through this tunnel thingy ok! and my butt got wet, but it was fun! :D obviously lah.. see that grin on my face.
i know its no zilian but i reckon you people will be sian of seeing my face again so i posted my MASTERPIECE!

okays, tata till next post.
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2008-08-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

i am so freaking frustrated!

first, i managed to spell that frustrated abv wrongly! i spelt it FUSTRATED!
that's how frustrated i am ):

secondly, i feel so sick!

thirdly, i'm BORED!

i'm frustrated cos...
nobody bothers to read my frigging blog.. except for bestie christine:)
seriously... whats the point of having a stupid blog when it's just for my own freaking use and eyes...
so please... to those miserable amount of people who actually visit my blog.. TAG! even if you're total strangers, AMANDA DOESN'T CARE! get it? I DON'T CARE!
you can tag and say i'm fat, ugly whatever... i don't give a damn...
actually, i do.
i'll come after you with a pitchfork! and stab your unmentionables with them. MUAHAHAHA!

I sound so despo... and reverse psychology works wonders so... DON'T TAG! LEAVE MY BLOG IMMEDIATELY!
even jay chou's songs can't soothe me now):

secondly, i feel so sick cos after exercising for one whole 45 mins, i'm eating pizza at 10.30...
SEE LAH SANDY! i so good to you..
i'm trying to lose weight lor! however.. i know that i'll just tell myself, okay exercise more tmr -.-
which i'll do but then end up putting the fats on again.
what's the point.
i'll just save up money for liposuction :D
good idea no?

blah... maybe i'll just eat and let myself grow fat. then i'll emigrate to those western countries :D
where a size 12 is cosidered normal ( i'm not 12 okay! i'm a size 8)
or or or...
i could just starve myself :/

thirdly, * scrolls up to check what was the third point*
yes, i'm bored!
i think those 3 points are like linked?
i'm frustrated so i can't think clearly and find anything to do. so i'm bored and when i'm bored, i eat so i feel sick and gross then i get frustrated over how to lose those fats.
its a vicious cycle *nods head sagely and strokes imaginary beard*

yah there was this teeny weeny 4th point that i forgot to mention.
i'm LOVESICK!
like very!

i saw him today and he just suddenly looked so handsome * daydreams*

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*slaps self* okay!
he just suddenly looked so handsome and all i could think of was how nice it'll be to hug him ):

unfortunately... i don't think that dream/wish/hope will ever come true cos he doesn't like me!

and my keyboard is messing up on me. LOOK AT HOW HORRIBLE IT'S MAKING MY POST SEEM WITH ALL THESE UNSIGHTLY LINES IN BETWEEN!

EVIL SPACES BEGONE!* shoots them with laser beam gun thingy*
okay, all's good now.
as i was saying, yah, he likes someone else.. i can SENSE it.
women have this sixth sense thing which is accurate 99.9% of the time.

sidetrack abit:
you know how those women always know that their guy is cheating on them? yah... okays i have nothing sensible to say about this.

back to topic.
so on a whim, i decided to sms christine cos i felt that she was the oly one who could help me. the others would probably just say i'm crazy and laugh at me*. UNLIKE them though, christine takes me seriously.

it was kinda funny though, we were talking about boy issues and tests at the same time. so our messages were like:
smile at him lah! then strike a conversation. really? our papers are on the same day!? so you have lah blah paper tmr too?( just an example)

okay lah, maybe you don't see the funny side of it but i do okay and that's all that matters!
urgh... i feel all funny inside, like my organs are all twisted or smth.

sudden change of topic,
the pizza we made in HE today was damn delicious! even pizza hut's can't compare to it! * grins*
but maybe that's cos i made it? ahh whatever..

* i still love you people though! at least you can make me laugh with all your facial expressions and jokes:D

2008-08-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

went to E hub yesterday with She Hwa and Cheryl. in case you don't know, they're from S.O . it was so empty that after watching the movie journey to the centre of the earth, we went to Whitesands shopping mall/centre whatever you call it.

the movie was damn funny lah. i sat next to she hwa who was shouting/screaming throughout. the guys next to me were like" wah you think game arh, shout so loud!" and during a kissing scene they shouted " LC! LC!" they were damn hilarious lah!

the movie wasn't 3D lor! bluff people! but it was still exciting. my favourites were when they were in the cart and were speeding down this rollarcoaster-like track! i'd bet they filmed it by getting them to ride on a roller coaster and then computer editing it to look like the mine. and the part where they were collecting the diamonds. the diamonds are like the size of a packet of chicken rice with added rice lah! and that guy actually had a BAG full of them. if they were real and i came out of there alive, i won't have to lift a finger for the rest of my life anymore lah.

if only it would rain diamonds or gold bars someday... but i guess there'll be a lot of deaths.
imagine you forgot to bring an umbrella and had to walk in the rain, then out of nowhere, this gold bar hit you on the head. you'll be retarded if you didn't die.

ahh okay enough with the ramblings.
christine introduced this game to me : Women Murder Club.
its super fun! but the objects are so difficult to find! its so dark and everything is piled together, but at least there isn't any time limit. its about this murder case and you play the role of a forensic scientist, newspaper reporter and someone else... policewoman? whatever. i didn't have enough time to finish the game and i couldn't be bothered to keep downloading it anyway. but the parts that i played were good. should give it a try if you're into murders and all this kinda stuff.

i downloaded another game, marriage in manhatten? forgot the name. its a mix between the looking for stuff thing, mini puzzles and escape the room games. but there a time limit though so i don't really like it. but yah.. it may just be your cup of tea. the graphics are nicer and the items are more strategically placed making it harder to spot. also, the time limit is like what, 20mins? who needs 20mins to find 14 items!? i only used 7mins -.- but there's this escape the room thingy where you only have 3mins, i gave up and just pressed panic... what can i do, i didn't have enough time!

christine says cooking academy is fun.. well, i'm off to try more games :D

2008-08-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

okay for the sake of it... i shall post photos:D

christine's house has this zi-lian vibe.
it's just for show... with all the fish swimming around, obviously i didn't put my hand in
see how happy we look!

this was inside the merlion at sentosa
this picture was EONS ago, quoted from jeremy. but i look pretty eh i told you christine's house was good for taking zi-lians

2008-08-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

yes yes, i've not posted for a long time... given my packed schedule, that's quite creditable.
on monday- english speech thingy till 4.30
tuesday-SO till 5.30?
wednesday- fashion design thingy till 5.30 or later
thursday- So till 5.30?
friday- SO till 4.30
saturday&sunday- sleep till the cows come home :D

SEE HOW BUSY I AM! i can't even go watch a movie with zhi hui they all lor. we have CCAs on every day of the week.

played captain's ball for an hour on friday... WITHOUT SHOES ON.
got a huge ass blister on the sole of my RIGHT foot.
its like as huge as my palm!
...
okay maybe not THAT big but its still pretty huge.

and it hurts! ALL OVER!
i duno how i'm gonna survive tomorrow. i guess i have to walk with my foot slanted which is super uncomfortable and tiring lah.
however, every now and then, i'll torture myself by pressing it real hard.
i'm like a mix between a masochist and a scaredy cat lah. depends on my mood...

went to jasmine's house on wednesday? and watched a super funny vampire movie. the vampire went to bit the guy's ass lah.
so stink can! imagine having to bite someone's ass and the person just shitted and the toilet ran out of toilet paper? i'd rather look for new prey lor if i was the vampire.
that movie doesn't make sense at all lor!
this guy and another ghost finder kinda person had to go over to the ghost realm to rescue this quite-pretty ghost and to do that, they have to have super low body temperatures.
does that mean that those people living in the north pole or Alaska are constantly in the ghost realm. no right!

the this guy pressed a button and sheets and sheets of those yellow paper zombie's have on their heads came rolling down. wth lah
but its kinda cool... that's the only horror movie i could watch without hiding behind cushions or whatever, although at this point of time where it was super bloody, the only thing i looked at was how interesting my noodles suddenly seemed to be.

okay... since i have not updated for such a long time, i guess i'll post summore. about what happened in this past week or wadever

2008-07-26T10:37:00.001-07:00

Beautiful Soul -

if only people were not shallow anymore. if only people fell in love with personalities instead of appearances again.

2008-07-26T09:17:00.001-07:00

okay i took part in this essay writing competition( not willingly and with a lot of stress). you're supposed to write a 500-1000 word essay on any one of the six given items: a gold necklace, a teakwood vanity box, a silver opium pipe, some puppet stage which has a 1000 lightbulbs! definitely not the place for couples to go to. some insignificant item which i can't remember and finally, the one which i chose to write about, the Tutu Kueh cart.

i can tell you, compared to sarah's essay, MINE IS RUBBISH! just like this frigging blog.
i feel so damn inferior now. after loads of people telling me that sarah's essay is better.
her vocab is really WOAH~
with words like enervate, languidly, swaddled.
words which i can't even use though i read them before!

somehow... i feel that it doesn't qualify for the competition...
must be some low-self-esteem bug. i'm so pathetic... I can't even fish for compliments.
fishes are scared away... okay that can be like a seriously cold joke.

ok. i feel better now.
i pity you guys who read this post. have to bear with my ramblings...

2008-07-25T19:28:00.000-07:00

Everybody has problems. solutions aren't the most important, everything will work out eventually.
what people need are friends. friends whom they can count on to listen to them, to get them through that period of time. things will work themselves out eventually, point is , what are you going to learn from those problems. are you going to be the same as ever, or will your bond with those who helped you grow stronger?

where will people be if not for friends?

i'm guessing we'll all be grumpy miserable people.

sometimes, all we need are friends who will bear with our ramblings for 3 hours. not an in-your-face solution thrown to you by a random person

2008-07-23T06:45:00.000-07:00

1)How are you feeling today?
Say it again- Marie Digby

How are you feeling today?

2)Will you get far in life?
Yesterday’s feelings – the used.

I’m guessing I’ll be forever backward?

3)how do your friends see you?
Somebody needs you- westlife

Does that mean I’ll get attached soon?

4)Will you get married?
Many the miles- Sara Bareilles

What does this have to do with the question!?

5)What is your best friend’s theme song?
Hey Juliet- LMNT

LOL! Christine is straight… unless she’s a closet lesbian!

6)What is the Story of your life?
Addicted to me –the click five

I’m addictive!

7)What was high school like?
Lady marmelade- Christina aguilara, lil’ kim, mya, pink

This, is a prostitution song…

8)how can you get ahead of life?
The gift- angels and airwaves

By showering people with presents?

9)what is the best thing about your friend?
Chemicals react- Aly and AJ

BOOM!

10)what is in store for this weekend?
I found a way- drake bell

I’ll find a way! But to where?

11)to describe your grandparents?
Jumping rooftops - angels and airwaves

One word, WOW!

12)how is your life going?
With me- sum 41

My life is going with me but I AM my life!
Argh.. the confusion is killing me!

13)what song will be played at your funeral?
Walking disaster- sum 41

I am SO NOT a walking disaster! I’m a floating one.

14)how does the world see you?
Innocence-avril lavigne

Thankyou world!

15) will you have a happy life?
Keep your hands off my girl- good charlotte

Ermm… what?

16)what do your friends think of you?
Always be my baby- david cook

Should I feel honoured or what?

17)do people secretly lust after you?
Some say- sum 41

Some say… yes? No?

18)how can I make myself happy?
One of those girls- avril lavigne

Should I or should I not be one of those girls?

19)what should you do with your life?
I’m a fake- the used

That’s… saddening…

20)will you ever have children?
Truly madly deeply – cascada

I think yes

21)what song will you strip to?
Wait for you- elliot yamin

Wow how am I gonna do it? seriously

22)if a man in a van offered you candy, what will you do?
In too deep – sum 41

I’ll fall into his trap?

23)what does your mother think of you?
Last days of summer- silverstein

She thinks I’m the last day of summer… that’s nice to hear.. NOT

24)what is your deep dark secret?
The reason- hoobastank

A reason to!? Love somebody?

25)what is your mortal enemy’s song?
Crushcrushcrush – Paramore

WHOO~ crush em’!

26)what is your personality like?
Tears don’t fall- bullet for my valentine

I’m strong :D

27)what song will be played at your wedding?
She will be loved- maroon 5

LOL… what about the groom!? And I’m not some lonely girl on a street corner okay!

quiz taken from christine's blog. suoer funny can. go read her answers sometimes

link: www.cameo-roles.blogspot.com

2008-07-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

why on earth is my internet so crappy nowadays!? it's causing my brain to shut down.
lack of any internet activity is harmful for my head.
i'll start falling asleep in front of the computer

Everything is against me today lah..
my phone
the internet
my brain
my hands...

blah..
see even i am against me!
must be my lethargy.
why isn't there a face to show "DYING" ?
they should have one you know..
x.x just doesn't manage to convey the message.

unless its... x.x
--o

yah i know its rbbish... but SOMEHOW to me... it shows more dying then x.X
and the fucking webpage refuses to load!
argh..
i bet this post won't be able to get through if i decide to publish it now..
however, to save my dying brain, i shall just copy and paste it somewhere for safe keeping.
just in case i need to retype it all over again..
you'll probably have to wait till next month if you want to see my next post.

I won't say bye today...
not in the mood to scream at you guys that my post is over too..
so... tolong tolong lah..
just go back to what you were doing before, be it digging your nose, watching porn, COPYING YOUR BOOK REVIEW ONLINE etc etc..
okays?
good, class dismissed.

* this post was like i duno how many days late cos of my FREAKING INTERNET!
blame starhub, not me

2008-07-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

TECHNOLOGY IS IMPORTANT!
i was supposed to go far east to trim hair with christine.
i rushed out of the house to cab down there, and i forgot to bring my phone out.
so when i reached serangoon station, i saw no sign of christine and waited there for her thinking that she was late.
In the end, i waited till around 1.45 and still no sign of her, thinking that she got fed up for waiting for me, she went home and i cabbed home to get my phone to see if she called or anything.
there were 5 missed calls from chris.
i called her back and found out she was ON platform while i was OUTSIDE the platform.
we met up at orchard in the end AFTER getting MY PHONE.

went to eat at coffee club in takashimaya* . the smoked salmon linguini is to die for!
then cos the service was so good, chris and i decided to fill in the form thingy.. to give them comments. In front, there was a message to the cashier and waiter who's names i shall not reveal
must be the way i said it or something cos they had a weird expression on their faces.
i said : excuse me? erm... there's a message for you"
then he gave me this weird expression and his friend patted him.
christine said they must be thinking i'm telling him i like him or smth.
LOL that's the most hilarious and embarrassing thing i came across in my entire life.

I'M LOYAL TO MY CRUSH!

"cheh...useless sister, it's no fun being loyal.."

*tries my best to ignore that remark*
and... i will never ever dare to give someone a note proclaiming my love for them... except maybe if it was anonymous. but even then... I'M SHY OKAY!
if i wasn't, i'll probably be hiding in a hole due to all the rejections i've received.

" you'll be hiding in a hole no matter what after i torture you! *smirks*"
"I've had it! you shut up this instant or else!!!!"
"or else what!? huh"
"forget it... i'm just wasting time..."

once again, this post was delayed... i was typing halfway when the connection got lost.
stupidly thinking that i lost everything, i happily shut down my com and went to sleep.
it wasn't until the other day where i came across this abandoned post together with the 'blind' one.
hai... and it's my responsibility to end what i've started.
okay.. i sound so heroic -.-
anyways!
its late now... so yah.. you know what to do.
SCRAM!
actually, goodnite to you people and byebye!

2008-07-11T19:17:00.000-07:00

I just realised something!

i end my posts in the random-est ways ever!

like ytd's post, i just ended with a I love string orchestra.
which isn't even related to my entire post at all.

i dind't even talk about string ytd.. although i wanted to but i wanna keep what happened there a secret :D

okay moving on to not so random things.
going out with christine later.
she needs to trim her bob :D and i need to buy new school shoes.
why? you ask.

because i currently have a pair or shoes that has a detached front sole! thats why.
and it was raining the other day too :/
neopets keeps fucking up on me.
the page doesn't load!
and yes, i do play neopets, for like maybe a month then i stop.... for a year.
and i pick up the game again.

i have no idea what to wear out today...
its so terrible.. having to decide what to wear.
and i don't get it.
why does neopets and other website keep advertising snorg tees?
i'm sure you've seen it.
the one with this blonde girl wearing a shirt with a common quote or smth
theres this one right now flashing in my face with a picture of 2 bunnies, one with its ass bitten off and the other with its ears bitten off.
and one says: my butt hurts.
the other says: what?
is it stupid or what.
personal preference maybe, but i think it's dumb.
FYI: all the quotes, messages are situated on the boob...I suppose its to attract attention and make guys notice your boob while reading what's on your shirt?

LOL. okay that was lame.
anyway, i better go bathe or smth, if not christine will probably be stuck waiting at the mrt station for god knows how long.
Although knowing her... i might be the one waiting instead :D
tatas!

My Addictions

2008-07-11T06:43:00.001-07:00

this post is to talk about my newest addiction :D

(1) Jay Chou's 麦芽糖.
(2) HIM , HIM and HIM.
(3) plants & flowers ( MY BABIES).
(4) o2mania.

(1) is catchy and sweet( in more ways then one);

(2) is... indescribable;

(3)is my new obsession;

(4)is my funnest game;

i just realised i put a song before my crush :D
kinda amazing..

http://www.museum-of-twits.blogspot.com

after going to this blog, i'm afraid of posting anything stupid on here lor..
they can contradict anything and everything under the sun.
scary but its super funny!
sekali they come across my blog or smth and start saying all sorts of stuff about the rubbish i post.
well... at least i don't twit. although i do have lahs, lehs, hors, and whatnot.
it's a habit okay!
and i don't go kekezxs! behind every single sentence i type* rolls eyes*
those people seriously have nothing better to do then type all those extra letters.

3 letters take approx 1 sec.
for every word there is at least 3 extras.
in a sentence there are on avg 10 words.
so that means 10 seconds are lost.
that probably means you can waste up to 10 minutes in a single conversation typing all those extras.

can do one maths question you know. not that i care.
i love string orchestra :D

2008-07-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

its official!
yours truly is a mother!!

of 16 baby doll seedlings and one grass like plant!
whoo~

haha who knew being a mother could be so xing fu!
LOL.

michelle and lixuan both say that it definitely won't grow ):
how can they say that!
sadded leh... i stay with my grandma for so long, should at least be able to let it become a seedling right!

had to repot my grass*
felt so pro just now lah.
sekali i dig until the roots or smth then the plant die x.X

* it's a plant lah, but since its leaves and and branches anyhow grow, and its those kind of fern-like thing... michelle and lixuan have resorted to calling it grass.

haha maybe i shall give my grandma one pot of flower..
if it does bloom.
shall water it every night and evening then when and if it bloom, i shall move it to another location :D:D

what if my plant die and i cry for 3 days 3 nights!
ooooh... i think i'm getting too attached to my babies.
SEE!! i'm calling them BABIES now!
what will happen if i open a nursery(the plant one not the child care) next time.
i bet i won't make a single cent, can't bear to sell my flowers or grass or leaves or wadever.

hahaha in charge of the 2nd violin thingy on tuesday.
shuang lor, want break then break :D
but i not so good lah, haha.
i no time to go out with people le!
lixuan keeps wanting to go out with me but i have cca on 3 days!
ARGH!

string is fun lah but it sucks sometimes to not be able to go out ):
i'll get over it. but honestly, i'll probably freeze to death before SYF comes round'
good lah.. can burn more fats to keep myself warmer :D
ohh yah... good point!
ok turn it to 10degrees!!
WHOO~

the router keeps getting turned on and off.
i'm getting super irritated here.
thank god i haven't clicked the 'publish post' button just now, if not i'll kill myself.

2008-07-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

I am officially the world's blindest person. i bet i can even get myself into the guiness world records for being so blind!

LOL! i found this draft somewhere within my posts...

and i darn right agree with that statement, i'm the blindest not-blind person on earth..
such that i can't even see some idiot getting off the bus...

but anyway... i shall not give out too much information about that day.
its all CLASSIFIED!

2008-07-01T04:15:00.000-07:00

ITS OFFICIAL!
i have fallen in LIKE!

yea, i know its not that surprising or whatever to fall in like.. but that's cos you don't know all the details...
you'd be shocked if you did :D i guarantee you

so far only... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7! people know about this.. pretty secret huh. and 2 of them aren't from my school!
WOOT~!

feels great to like a guy :D
i sound like i have never liked a guy before.. wow -.-
of course not lah..
just that nan chiau has a serious lack of likeable guys..
short of good looking ones too..
yah blah.. i guess you guys don't wanna hear about my like life anyway.
"THAT GUY'S UGLY! MUAHAHA!!"
okay.. there she goes again.. stupid twin of mine.
i just realised nickelodeon can prove to be a great time killer!
you'd never get bored of the cartoons there
esp with teen nick!
did i mention how funny they are?
"LAZY ASS!"
ok i'm going to ignore that!
haiz... bad news from christine, they stop filming already, so those episodes of drake and josh are old ones..
makes sense lah, drake bell is 20 already..
can't expect him to film drake and josh now right.
SAD!
i like my crush!

2008-06-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

yes i know... i have a weird habit of creating new blogs but not updating. so? sue me! i have no interest lah... so if you happen to come across this blog i must say you're very lucky... or unlucky i guess if you see it that way.
Well, since there is no pressure for me to update or anything, i will not make any more promises.. no use anyway, i think the only way for me to keep updating is if i know nobody is reading this.
yea, stupid i know. but i don't exactly fancy the idea of half my classmates reading this.
somehow...
whatever... sooner or later this poor blog here is just gonna die anyway. i'll try to let it have as nice a life as possible now :D
what's so nice about a blog anyway?!
yah ironic i know... blah...
"why are you even writing this post then if you don't like to blog?!
how would i know! i'm just SIAN!
"that's not a reason!"
ahh shuddap... who's posting now, YOU or ME?!
*silence*
finally... my evil twin just won't shut up..
she'll be making future appearances regularly on my blog, so if you see anybody who calls themself EVILTWIN! on my tagboard.. yup you know who it is :D
just ignore her, she's the phsychotic side of me, hardly important.
*eviltwin chucks book towards AJA*
OWWW!! you idiot! don't do that!
*evil cackle from twin*
BLAH!!